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My conclusion is this:
You never get over it. You just get better at hiding it.
4 months later and pretty much where I left off. I don't cry anymore. I don't have any tears left. But my heart aches - a dull painful throbbing that never goes away... No longer a gaping wound; but a red, swollen scar that will never be erased. If you ever cut a finger nail too low to the nail bed, and it rips away from your skin, bleeding and pulsating and stinging whenever touched - well thats how my soul feels. God, I sound so melodramtic even for me, which is something. My "soul" and my "pain" and my "angst"... It doesn't go away.
I just get better at hiding it.
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