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Breathing
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Natalie always used to email me song lyrics to tell me how she felt about me. I remember getting text messages with lyrics from Counting Crows, Goo Goo Dolls, The Calling and so on. Now the only way I know how to describe my emptiness is with lyrics, and the melodies that go with them. Enter......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-01 04:40:36 |
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Losing it
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I'm falling, slipping, being thrown down this hole inspired by Natalie's ghost and I just dont know what to do. I cannot go through this again.
I needed bloodtests this week, and I checked my "Patient History" section as the doctor was writitng. It said 'self mutilation'. It still......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-01 04:57:24 |
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Maybe?
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Oh dear god, it's the first of December. I just realised that. I haven't accomplished anything with this year. Time is just slipping away, and I am spending all my time wallowing in regret and anger. I feel so left behind. The whole world goes on, seconds tick away, and I am so incredibly......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-01 05:22:39 |
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Breathing revisited
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I cut all ties with Natalie, because she wanted nothing or just friends, and I could never be 'just friends' with her. So I am not doing anything to encourage Natalie's love back. I am sitting so far back and am probably completely out of her thoughts. It is enough to just keep breathing, biding......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-01 05:44:57 |
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