i finish school tomoro.

last exam at 3pm tomoro, est.

mi friend is holding a burning books party. i feel like hitler. i want to go cos it will be fun but i am sad. all the pape, all the yr is a waste. a few big events (exams) then nothing. then all that work. all that time goes in the bin and i am officially educated. welcome to adulthood. 

seems stupid to me. today i am not educted

tomoro i am.

i am nervous about results. if i do bad i dont know what i will do. if i do good same thing.

i hate my job now. i hate my manager. if i leave. where do i go?

i want to travel right now. i am sick of the guilt in knowing i should be studying i should be doing this.

i just want to think.

i should be doing what i am doing. cos its what i want right now.

breathe tomoro. thats what i want.

freedom and peace in my mind.  

hugo - the tellers.