So, I'm going to be honest right now.
I'm not really good at talking in the bedroom. And this is pissing me off.

Recently, I have realised in my shenanigans with Wonderboy that I am quite fond of dirty talk. It turns me on incredibly when he says particular things to me - so much so that it quite surprised me how much I really liked it. Again, something new to me. I've never had anyone really dirty talk to me before. Which is why I thought my dirty talking would be substantial.
But, no, for some reason I always run a mind blank as to what to say.
I mean, don't get me wrong, I got all the generic stuff down that naturally comes out of my mouth when we get it on - you know, the usual porn-style talk, "YES", "F%$& me harder", "Oh, your big c%&* feels so good" blah blah blah. And that's not put on, it turns me on when that stuff comes out of my mouth too.
But, with Wonderboy, there would be times where he'll ask things such as, "how are you feeling right now?", or "what does it feel like?", and I can't think of anything better to say than something along the lines of, "awesome", or, "utterly amazing". I always lose any words to give him the answer that he wants. And I know that he wants more, because he has said how it turns him on when I tell him these things....but my brain is always too retarded to formulate an awesome answer!
Seems like he likes more elaborate descriptions...
Dammit, this is probably my biggest (and probably only, because I'm awesome HAHA) weakness I have in the sack. And I don't like it. I don't like it one bit!
I want to be able to say things that will make him writhe with anticipation....I want to please him in all areas. But I feel like I'm failing him with my lack of elaborate vocalisation :-(
And it doesn't help that I am not good at articulating myself at the best of times...
I just wish I could find the words to rock his world....
Mute,
Lex xoxo
(NB: image found at www.deviantart.com).
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