WHO IS IKAKIAAYO?
Who I am? Where I have been? What I have done? Where my Education came from?
I did not grow up free as did my previous ancestors, I grew up caged into a system not of my own chosen, I been stoned out of their system as a young youth.
I was "Not" aware of why they hated me so, now many years later I have come to understand why they hated me so much.
1950's to 1960's
It was the ‘Color of my skin’ and because I was to them a Indian, and Hollywood and Western Movies showing white men dress as Indians, killing white settlers in their wagon trains as they were heading west to grab lands that once belong to the First Native Nations of the turtle Island. I did go to white public day school in lower Los Angeles and I had to fight my way home, I also had to fight to protect my younger sister and younger brothers from school bullies. Everyday, the same thing, fight to go to school and fight to get home. I became a good fighter, had western movie maker did not stereotype my Race, I and all of the Original Peoples, might of had a better life, but as it turned out, that never happen.
The Holocaust of 300 Million Native People
What about the 300 Million Native People who were murdered for the land they lived on. 300,000.000 from the Northern tip of North America, to the Southern tip of South America.
Here in the north where our people still lived free out on the open plains under the Big Sky, unaware that the blue coat soldiers were planing an early morning raid. Sleeping Peacefully in their homes. The first sound of rifle fire broke the silence, The young as well as the older men rose and ran out of their lodges only to be shot dead by the white soldiers. Young mothers who were dying from many gunshot wounds and rape by the blue coat soldiers as they were conducting their early morning raid on a sleepy camp of unsuspecting native people.
Soldiers Shooting little children in their heads with their rifles. As the small children ran for their safety to their mothers. When they were done with their work they claim this to be a Victory.
The few young men and older men of the native camp buried their love ones and retaliated, they did not go and hunt for the white men women and children, they were hunting for the males.
When they found them. None survived. That was a 'Victory' Males against Males. Our late relations live with Honor, all of their lives and to harm a 'Child or a Life Giver', was unforgivable and showed dishonor to any brave.
No Brave would think of harming a ‘Child or a Life Giver’.
Yet among the European Soldiers they never lived with honor, they did not even know the word true meaning. Many of them could not even read their own language.
In the late 1980's and 1990's The Anglo Saxons have come to realize the wrongs that they have cause to the many Native Nations, and they say that they are SORRY, being sorry for the "Racial Genocides" that they applied to all of the Native Nations.
“IS THIS WORD SUPPOSE TO MAKE US FEEL BETTER!”
ICE AGE BRIDGE
They continue to hang onto their beliefs and research that we cross the Ice Age Bridge, living under the stars for ten thousands years, then moving into caves. The reason that they want everyone to believe this idea? they want to prove that this land did not belong to US!
That our Creator did not give the land to our ancestors to become the custodian for all of the natural creations, who lived and shared it with us.
Holocaust and it continues to this day
the Anglos just want it to go away.
It not going to go away!
We are here and we are NOT Going to let YOU Ever Forget what your Race did to our Race!!!
The Holocaust was a ‘Slaughter of 300 Million Native People in less then 500 years’ the English, Irish, French, Spanish, are to name a few of the Racism that came here from Europe and they conducted 'Their Murdering Antagonism' towards all of the Free Native Nations who lived here in Peace.
INDIAN TRUST
Today we have a Battle Going On, and this War that is being fought, is 'Not in Another Country!'
This war is being fought right here in North America and ‘Thousands of our remaining Native Elders and Small Children are dying from the causes of this War’.
This war is known as the INDIAN TRUST . I have written many pages about this WAR. The government BIA, and DOI and their Associates, have a belief that they have their God Given Rights to do what they wish, with all of the Indian Trust Funds, that rightfully belongs to 500,000 Native Indian Elders and their Families.
Our ‘Elders and Small children are dying, because these government organization, have taken the money that could of feed, paid for better health and paid their heating bills, the funds could of save the lives of many thousands of Old Aged Elders and Small Children. My own Late Father and Mother also suffered from this government stealing of the Indian trust Funds .
You Young Native Males who walk the Concert Jungles of the English Forts (Cities) should be MAD as Hell, at what is happening to your Elders and the Small Children.
Here we have another battle going on, and what are you doing about it?
Echohawk and now Elouise Cobell who is a Blackfeet Member of the Pikuni Nation in Montana, she is into a Battle to save the 500,000 Native Elders, and their families from suffering another day.
She cannot do this a lone, her and her lawyers. They need your help to do what you can to ensure that they “Win this battle with Victory.”
The very same Race, whose Ancestors came from Europe and fought our Ancestors for our lands, is happening once again today in the year 2009. This battle was taken to court in the mid 1970's/80's 1990's. and now we are into the year 2009.
If you live in Minnesota, go and talk to the AIM Leaders, they are aware of what is going on.
If you live in other US Cities go to your nearest Native Center or AIM Center to read about this case being fought in courts.
If you live on anyone the Native Territories, go and talk to your council representative in your nation territory. They will tell you more and then You can figure out what you can do to help.
Now to My Schooling
My schooling came not, from going to any urban public school. No! My Education came from the inside of the STATE REFORM SCHOOL.
I was there for four years and when I left that place, I had no idea how to survive or act in their society. I was never taught how I was to live and behave. I was like a wild animal release from its cage.
When I went home to my parent, my father was working as a welder. Only my poor mother and my ten brothers and sisters were there. I had to go to school and so the school I went to was named Compton High, I went there for six months. I lost interest and my new friends, whom were all African Americans, were joining the Army and leaving high school.
My mother had my older sister take me with her to Seattle, with her husband Teddy and their small children. I did not stay there for long. Seattle was a lot different then Los Angeles. I ended up hitching a ride to Browning Montana where my aged old grandmother lived at on the lower Two Medicine River.
My stay was short lived. I ended up in the old Blackfeet Browning jail, no windows and fifteen other Blackfeet’s in one tiny cell. It was winter time and many of my cousins were in there. Winter time and we were all freezing, cause someone kick out the only window.
When I was release, I was met by the Chief of Police, who I found out later was also the Medicine Leader of my Nation. I listen to him and told him, about many things I knew, also told him about my four years in the reform school and having the ancient people come and keep me alive.
He told me to leave the gangs of the reservation, because I end up doing a lot more time in their Hotel if I remain with them.
I left the reservation and return to Seattle, where everyone of my family was now living at. They all left Los Angeles. I told my parents I was going to enlist into the Army. I did, I went to Boot at Ft, Lewis, after Boot I was transferred to Ft. Alberdeen, then to my final duty station in Galehousen West Germany, November 1971 I received my Honorable Discharge. I thought the people would have more respect for me, that was not what was on their minds.
EVERYONE WAS PROTESTING AGAINST VIETNAM
I COME TO REALIZE THAT CIVILIZE PEOPLE DO NOT START WARS
Civilize People Respect One Another, they do not make wars with each other. They Honor how the other lives and when it comes time to visit. They send a messenger, that they are coming, to give the Host time to prepare for their arrival.
I’ AM A SELF TAUGHT WRITER
I am a writer of small children, creation stories of life before the two legs, walked upon Grandmother Earth, yet I am not known. I have recently help in writing a documentary that will be coming out in 2010. ‘QUANTUM WISDOM’ which will be about the ANCIENT WISDOM OF NATIVE AMERICANS and the MODERN DAY SCIENCE.
When I close my eyes I can see the mountains, and the aged old mothers telling the small grandchildren in their lodges about the stories that have been told from generation to generation.
Old men sitting high up on a cliff over looking the sitting sun, honoring their grandfather sun for the gifts, he has bestowed, upon all of their people and the gifts he has given to them.
Ancient water falls, riders sitting watching the outsiders as they ride pass, unaware that the humans beings are watching them go by.
Blending in with the buffalo grasses that have been here for a very long time.
Old medicine man looking up through his lodge flap wing openings, at the stars up above, talking to the far off people of the land, from which he came, a long time ago as a new born.
Young men smoking the pipe among themselves, others looking for the buffalo herds out on the wide open plains under the big sky . Young mothers washing up at the calm rivers and listening to the aged old waters, speak to them of times long past.
WHEN NO MORE NATIVE NATION PEOPLES LIVE HERE
When we no longer lived here upon our Grandmother Earth.
Then and only then, will these Uncivilized People understand
How Lonely they will Really Be.
With no one to blame their faults upon
No one to lie to about taken the money from our LAND TRUST, that never belong to them.
When we leave, that will be the
"End of the WORLD"!
ORIGINAL CARE TAKERS OF THE TURTLE ISLAND
We are the care takers of our Grandmother Earth, for she honored our people, to protect all of her children of nature and they know that we are the ‘Care Takers’.
Now our relatives the Bees, Whales are leaving us, and the clear water fish are also dying from to much chemicals being dump into the Great Lakes, and all the government does? They charge the Chemical Companies who made the Toxic Spill, a fine. It like they are telling them, It’s OK, please do it again. We like your MONEY!
I DIED IN 2005, I LOST ALL OF MY BLOOD
I went to the ancient home world where all of my relations are living at. I had no idea that I even lived in this world known as Grandmother Earth.
I wanted to stay with them, they were the same people I saw on many of my Mid-winter Vision Quest. I did not understand why they wanted me to go back to someone body, I had no idea that the body I was to return to, was my body.
They told me that they were not ready for me to return to them. I ask them when will I be permitted to return?
I was told I be returning in thirty six snows, then the leader push me with his long feathered stick and I was reentering into my body, I seen my wife wiping blood off of my mouth and face. Then everything went black.
Two days later I woke up in a room, and the doctor told me that they almost lost me, that they put over two gallongs of blood in me and as fast as they pump it into me. It was coming out of me. A surgeon came in an close a six inch hole in my stomach.
I don't drink alcohol, I was working at a job and lifted some heavy boxes and felt a sharp pain in my right side of my stomach. When I went home to my wife, I went to the medicine cabnet and took some Aspirins to get rid of the pain in my side, every day I took more and more until I was up to 1500 mg. What I did not know, was the aspirins were tearing the small hole in my stomach making it bigger then it originaly was.
Today I have to take pills to remain a live and if I stop taken them, I will die. My wife is a good nurse to me, she makes sure I take my medicine on time.
2012 COMING, ARE YOU READY?
Don't sale your home or end up taking any LSD or mind altering drug. I will tell you what going to happen on the following day?
Sun will rise at the openning of my tee-pee, everyone will return to work, and those of you who took mind altering drugs. Will end up in the mental hospital and our 'Taxes will be taking care of you.' Now at this time we have enough high taxes to worry about. So do the right thing and remain cool and ride this out with the rest of us.
The End of the World not going to happen for another 250 Million years, so this will give you some time to tie-up your loose ends.
I do not follow the calendars that all of you follow. I follow the calendar of NAPI'S Calendar. Which began 750 Million years ago and 2012 happened in the year 749.997.988 BC<- I' am placing the BC mark, to help you understand how long ago that was.
My Education did not come from the Anglo Saxon’s Reform School
That was where I went to school for a while.
My Education came to me from the Age Old Medicine Men, who once walked upon our Grandmother Earth.
Today many Spiritual Elders know me. They know that I speak the truth.
Buster ‘John’ Yellow Kidney my late cousin and Pikuni Medicine Leader of the Pikuni Nation (Blackfeet), he was a wise and kind man. He told me where I had to go to fast in ‘Powerful Sacred and Secret Places’. It was at these most honorable places, that I had received my powerful vision.
Martin High Bear a Teton Lakota Medicine leader place me up on their sacred Bear Butte, where I received a powerful vision of ‘Many Horse Coming to me’ and they told me to move up into the high mountains, because the waters were going to rise up and make their war upon those who are killing all of the natural human beings of their Grandmother Earth. This is what the horse told me!
Martin Step-dad Felix Green who was a U-Wepi Blind Medicine Leader and he was trained by the First Black Elk, Felix was only 16teen then, and when I came to know Felix, he was very old and blind.
He had a brother in-law who was the late Pete Catches Sr. Who was also very old Thunder Medicine Man.
Felix showed to me how I was to be a Bear Medicine leader in my time. He shared with me how to walk up among the ‘Stars and talk to the Tornados’.
Pete Catches Sr. help me out at the Kyle Sun dance 1986.
Powerful these wise old and late medicine leaders were. They were my friends.
Stanley Looking Horse gave to me a Dog Sacred Ceremony by a friend of his, after I told Felix about seeing this in the year 1977, and a few days later I was sitting at this ceremony.
Chief Arvol Looking Horse knows me as Big Ted. He is the Son of STANLEY LOOKING HORSE. Stanley Looking Horse told me wise stories of how I was to construct, whom I was to become in my own future, when I become an elder. Now I am an Elder.
Fools Crow told me about the Giant Bear that walks with me everywhere I go, that was at, the ‘All Chiefs Conference in Rapid City 1976 Cultural Center’.
John Fire Lame Deer showed to me the Eagle Feather Pow-wow dance in the year 1974.
He also was a very old and Honorable Medicine Man and a friend to Martin High Bear to whom I was the driver for.
Yes my education came from the late medicine leaders, they shared their ceremonies with me and their special sweat singing’s and taught me how to help them at their Sun dances. They told me to watch them closely as in my time I will know what to do.
reform School days are now a part of my distance pass and that will be where that part of my life will remain.
Remembering the years I spent with the Aged Old Medicine Leaders who were my friends, they are now known as the Late Medicine Men.
I have Many Honorable Brothers and Sisters and each Are doing what they can to survive. I did miss them during the years I spent with the Old Aged Medicine Leaders. I miss both of my parents, I knew that I had to stay with these old and wise Medicine Leaders. Because a day was coming that all my relations would need my help.
Maybe some day, one of the many manuscripts I have, will get published.
Maybe...
[Yes!. . . I was ‘Stoned out of the Anglo Saxon’s Urban Concert Jungles’ and ‘Today I Am Getting Higher Off of My Ancestors Ways of Life’ Every day that I wake up].© Copyrights protected to the above saying in case someone wants to create a song using my words.
By: ©TR. IKAKIAAYO 2009
Look for the Movie coming 2010 "QUANTUM WISDOM".
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