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To know exactly what is going on would be great, but that is never going to an option so I have to settle with what I can have. And that is believeing. Believing that I can trust him. That his feelings are genuine and his words and actions are creditable. I mean I can rant and rave if he hurts me I will make him pay, which I will, but it wont change the fact that i will be left the fool and broken hearted.
I follow him down this path that he has led me to believe leads to the happiness I invison. A life with someone who loves me for every flaw I have. A man who is going to not only embrace my strong will, but push me to be tested by it. A friend, best friend, who is going to not only pick me up when I fall but force me back on that horse. A partner who is not intimidated by my individuality, but brags that no one will ever have someone like me.
I have thrown the rule book into the trash and am slowly watching it burn with the warmth of the heat fueling me to know that the desire in my heart is right. To know that as I stand naked, away from everything I have drilled into my head as right I now have given up for this one person that I entrust my heart to. You, the only other person who I think will ever understand me like I do and dont.
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Posted by Lauram on 2009-11-10 17:00:36 | Rating: | Views: 8
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