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Dead Ovaries
Friday. Exhausted. I can't remember having to tell my girl that I couldn't go to one of her awards days before. I just couldn't do it today. The chemo busted my butt. I think my mom went. You should have heard all the excuses she came up with not to go. She......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-01 13:26:01 | Rating:

| Views: 53 | Comments: 1 | Tags: cancer

He's Back on US Soil
I only have a few more days of being single. I haven't really been single but my husband has been away since the end of September. It is going to be very wierd having him home. Most of my family is still disgusted with him for leaving me and our girls. He volunteereed......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-03 00:00:27 | Rating:

| Views: 41 | Comments: 0 | Tags: breast cancer

Love Me LIke I'm Dying
HelllOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Does anyone get it that I am going to die from this cancer? I want to "live like I'm dying" but no one will let me. I want to be pleasant and careing and softspoken and forgiving and all those sweet things folks like to hear at a......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-04 06:57:01 | Rating:

| Views: 157 | Comments: 3 | Tags: Cancer breast cancer

I Shaved My Legs For That
Well what do ya know? My girls decided to surprise me and bring him home from the airport two days early. Good thing I had shaved my legs that morning. They told me they were going skating and then going out to eat. I don't like surprizes. He got to see his first......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 03:05:24 | Rating:

| Views: 38 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cancer welcome home sex

Head on the Headboard
Ok so the next morning, Tuesday, he gets up saying he's pulled a muscle in his neck while having sex last night. Are you kiddin me? Whatever. He takes our girl for an appointment and a Starbucks and then took her back to school. He hung out here at home the afternoon. ......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 03:35:39 | Rating:

| Views: 41 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cancer dangerous sex

Just A Diary Entry...SMOKE ALARM STILL BEEPING
I declare, I cannot remember what I did last Friday...I had the chemo on Thursday. We stopped and looked at a couple of shops on the way home. After that my mind is blurred about Thursday night and Friday. Maybe it will come to me. By Saturday I was feeling much better......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-12 07:33:15 | Rating:

| Views: 28 | Comments: 0 | Tags: breast cancer

Cram it Up Your Ass Sideways
I have never been more angry in my entire life. How could she do this to my girl? How could God allow it to happen to my girl? Softball is our life for 6+ months a year. She plays spring and fall. Inbetween, she is always playing. She was cleanup......Read More