I be at the place where Im gonna make it and why am I still breathing.  ooppss im not suppose to talk about the shit that makes me crazy.  im only suppose to talk about my manic days......lol. yeah i know i have them. i have some major ones and i have some major depressive ones.  he he he. right now my head just hurt from all the dumbshit in my world, 'lakes world' .  my hubby told me one day that i didnt care about anything that didnt happen in 'lakes world'
hate to say it he was right.  ok im a lil selfish.  i wanna make sure my fam is good. thats all. if they good im good. so if i happen to be the last on the outfit or want list so what, my fam is good. i see it. see some time the time i spend with everyone is so little that i feel like im just covering my ass. like damn, i really dont know whats going on with them.  bothers the fuck out of me.
im home now. got a new job yesterday, waitressing.  they loved me. i was just me. shoot this is some cash in hand for smiling and keeping my cool. shit if they gonna pay me to do it and the better i am at it the more money i get.  ok i wont take any out rageous bullshit.
he just imed me.....from the other room. lmao
im off track now nevermind.