This day has been so hard for me,
It never was before,
But now that I've got all my memories back,
I feel like hiding away,
Halloween isn't a good time for me,
Not since I was small,
It always ends in blood and tears,
For me,
Daddy died on Halloween,
And Ryan was taken away from me,
So much blood and guts on the ground,
From Ryan's final feast,
Daddy laid out on the ground,
Stomach and chest split open,
Liver,
Kidneys,
Stomach,
And heart,
All missing from their places,
And a contorted mix of anger and pain shown on his face,
Mixed up feeling running through my head,
On that halloween day,
Feelings of happiness,
Relief,
Pain,
Love,
And hate,
It was a halloween I'll never forget,
A terrible halloween,
This year at least I'm somewhere safe,
I'm going to go to my safe place.
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