It' so dark,
And I feel like I'm drowning,
I feel like I'm falling,
And there's no way to stop,
I need someone to save me,
But there's no one there,
I'm falling so fast,
Falling down,
Down,
Down,
It's a bottomless pit,
Of darkness,
And I'm falling further and further,
There's no light here,
All there is is darkness,
I need someone to save me,
But no one cares enough to,
Except that one person who's already gone,
He fell into the pit,
Fell into the darkness,
And disappeared long ago,
I wish I could see him,
Hold his hand,
And know I'm safe,
But I can't see him,
I know he's in this darkness somewhere,
But I can't see him,
I wish he could save me,
But he can't,
He's just as lost as I am,
He's falling just like me,
Maybe he needs me just as much as I need him,
Maybe he's just as scared as I am,
Maybe if I reach out far enough I'll be able to hold his hand,
Or maybe I'll just fall faster,
Fall faster into the darkness,
Fall deeper and deeper into the bottomless pit,
I need help,
I need someone to save me,
But the only one who really can,
Is falling too,
Has already fallen further than I have,
And I can no longer see him,
Can no longer sense him,
I wish I could hold his hand,
But I can't reach him,
If only he was here next to me,
Telling me every thing's fine,
Then maybe I could reach the surface,
Then maybe I could be happy again,
But he isn't,
He's gone,
He's fallen so far,
I don't think he knows how to find his way back,
Maybe if I fall faster and deeper,
I'll be able to catch up with him,
Find him in the darkness,
And take his hand,
It's better for us to be lost together,
Than to be apart,
I love him,
And need him,
And he needs me too,
Neither of us can handle being alone in the dark,
That is when the nightmares come,
The dark memories we both have,
Mine of that terrible Halloween day,
And him of his father and his mother and the baby brother he never knew,
Both of us had terrible childhoods,
And a fear of the dark,
But that fear went away,
While we were lying in each others arms,
At night,
I used to feel so safe in his arms,
In fact it was the only time I ever felt safe,
Only when I was in his arms.
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