Hi to everyone haven't wrote for a while, i suppose i don't really need to today either really - my life is pretty sane at the moment.

Suprisingly i know!

I have been thinking really strongly for a while about no one been perfect and the grass isn't always greener on the other side........................................................ ...................................
............................................................ ........i should know !

But sometimes it's so hard to resist things that you know are bad for you, or should i say good and exciting but emotionally they are sooo wrong! Suppose we have all been there. An at the time it's worth it. You feel connected, exillerated!!!
An then you feel down, confused, wanting more excitement!

The question is why?
Why do we look for more?

Is it because we all look for more or want more, are we never satisfied with our lot in life???
Or is it that we need shocking in to understanding that we are more fortunate with our lot and need to cherish what we have before throwing things away on a whim. The inital excitement turns into the boredom game again anyway!