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I just dont know..... Explicit Content
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You know when life moseys on, everything is ok.
Your smiling at people you don't know, your chatting general chit chat to friends and family.
Believe it or not but you and your partner are ok.
You really are alright.......
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-07-22 11:07:55
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Babysitting, I don't want kids yet!!! Explicit Content
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Well we had my partners granson for the night.
Lovely, beautiful baby! But i really truly don't want kids yet. All day today he cried?! An why? Thats still a mystery! He was screaming, with no tears for about 4 h
ours this morning! Nothing i did would keep him quiet.
I wanted to...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-07-12 11:57:36
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This Month is Childhood Memories Month
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I found out today and i recalled 2 one good and one bad.
Bad first............
I was only little playing with next doors girl when i decided i'd had enough and wanted to go home. So through the gate and home i went. I go there to find the door unlocked but no one...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-07-10 09:00:46
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Hey people
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Hi to everyone haven't wrote for a while, i suppose i don't really need to today either really - my life is pretty sane at the moment.
Suprisingly i know!
I have been thinking really strongly for a while about no one been perfect and the grass isn't always greener...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-07-07 10:22:26
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2 Bruised Eyes and My Driving Test!!!
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I am feeling really very low, after last nights performance!!!
I've had no sleep!
Got a banging head ache!!!
My head hurts from where he pulled on my hair!!!
My make up as only just kind of covered up my bruised eyes!!! Although one...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-05-01 06:48:22
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He hit me again! Explicit Content
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I was laid in bed crying as i am now. I'm upset about maybe having endometrosis! Since the doctor told me that i probably have it i have been deeply upset!
I have been trying not to show it! I'm really scared abo
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-04-30 18:05:02
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Endometrosis!!
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I went to the hospital on monday, they have to do a laparoscopy to check whether i have endometrosis!
In a word i'm scared!!!
Don't get me wrong finally i'm very happy that they are doing something about my symtoms and are willing to do anything to find out what i...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-04-30 04:05:48
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He's speaking to me!
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What in the world goes on in the mind of a man?
I can't understand mine!
Maybe it's cause he knows were having a family meal tonight!
He is making an effort to speak to me and to actually have some fun with me!
I'm totally and utterly exhausted thinking about...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-04-26 08:49:21
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The beautiful baby and continuous mind games!!!
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I get lots of praise for being there so much with his new grandson. Helping out providing him with plenty of necessities at which i have picked up over the months. We have seen very much of him it is really nice. My partners face when he holds him lights up like i have never seen it is very...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-04-26 05:26:24
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-04-16 13:08:35
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Mind Games Explicit Content
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Well i cry all afternoon yesterday at the thought that my relationship might be over!
He rings me at 5.15pm and asks me to cook dinner, so like the walk over that i am i do cook!!!
He arrives home a
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-04-15 10:06:40
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I don't want us to split up!
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I feel absolutely weak, crippled with fear, hurt and rejection.
My man told me today that he no longer wants us to have a relationship, he wants me to move out at the weekend!
Therefore i am then homeless and jobless (i work for him)!
I know sometimes he can be the...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-04-14 11:11:20
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Tormenting Myself
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I believe i am tormenting myself
I believe i'm sinking into a depression!!! I cry at the slightest things even sometimes for no reason.
I look around myself and envy everything that someone else has achieved or what they are doing!!!
I'm feeling very fragile and don't quite...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-03-15 12:38:46
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Do i want children?
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Thats the question my partner asked me on Monday night.
Of course i do! A couple of years ago i didn't but now i do. I couldn't tell him that i wanted them though because he doesn't!!!
It frustrates me because when we first started dating he said he'd be open to have another one -...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-03-05 06:25:33
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Screaming at the top of my lungs!!!! Still no one
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Were all crying and screaming on the inside, we all express our issues with being stubborn, selfish and argumentative!
All we ever want is for somone to take hold of us and listen, open out their hand understand!
Sometimes we need someone to take charge of our life - lead us in...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-02-29 07:33:57
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Tomorrow Never Comes
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Why do we all dream our dreams and keep wishing for the better? They never arrive like there supposed to! They never fall out of the sky and land in our lap, they become even more distant!
Everyday is another struggle, everyday are growing concerns for more, for us to forfill our...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-02-27 05:34:46
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Unhappy, Crying Sad State of Mind! Explicit Content
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I feel so alone....................................................... ............................................................ .................!!!!!!!
I woke up early hours of this morning in an empty
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-02-26 11:08:59
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20 Something Mid-life Crisis
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I believe i'm having some sort of life crisis.
Why?
Just before Xmas i gave up my job! I came to work for my partner from home! An offer at the time that i thought i couldn't refuse! I didn't really like my job that much so thought it would be the perfect opportunity to...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-02-25 07:16:20
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Growing Friends
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Well last nite with the girls was very good, it's been a long time since we could all meet up the way we did last nite. A few drinks and a meal, lots of laughter etc! It took all of our minds off things that have been getting on top of us all. There was 9 of us - i need to add that they are not...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-02-21 06:39:13
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dreaming last nite!
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Life is a bed of roses when your laid down, it's only when you get up you get pricked!!!
We put both our arms out to grasp the world, when really were only grasping at the small peices that for-fill our emotions and dreams!
We lay sleeping thinking about...
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Posted by:
LMarie on 2008-02-19 07:39:56
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