ok, so today, ive slept through mostly all of my class! i have like 20 minutes left :[
But last night was crazy, and i found out a few things about Billy, My so called "fiance"
Well, Lucky and I were talking, and she's told me a few things about him while they were going out, and i knew they had been going out, but about 2 weeks before he left, he told me they werent going out, and so I was with him, two weeks before he left, and lucky said they had only broken up a week before he left, so he had sex with me while they were still going out,and she said the first night they met, he asked her to move in, and she said, apprently, im not the only one he's proposed to , he proposed to lucky the day the met, and she was late for her period by 2 weeks, and he said it was ok, because she thought he loved her, and she has a son from a previous marriage, and while lucky had her visitation that weekend, and she told me, her son was only there for 3 days, and with his permission he was there, and after 3 days, billy flipped out, and thats when they broke up, but while those days he was at rack daddys, hitting on me, Lucky was out with her son, and the second day when he picked me up at my house, she was out, and then a week later he went to florida, and so ive heard that Billy has been with all the females at the warehouse sexually, and lucky told me that when she lived with him, he expected for her to do the laundry, and make his dinner everyday as he got home, and if there wasnt anything ready, he's get extremely pissed off, and if she didnt do it right, he's yell at her, and make her do it, and then ignore her as if she wasnt even there, i'll be damned if i end up with a guy like that, so she told me the whole story, and ive decided that im gonna break up with him, i wrote this letter last night after i got home, and im just not sure if its better through a letter, or through a phone message, or a phone conversation, or webcam or what, i was thinking, was to make a video, and upload it, and send it to him, because for sure, iam breaking up with him tomorrow morning, and thats final, it doesnt make me cry, because i was doubting this whole relationship, but now i know what my plan is, and thats ok, because i liked justin ALOT more, and he's very smart, g-man told me about that, and i notice that about him, when he gets high, its like he's a damn guiness about everything! and plus he's got a huge dick! he's taller, treats me right, very very calm, and caring, so im gonna find a job,and get a car, and be with justin as often as i can, and he will be mine, trust me! anyways, I know what i had, a dickhead, and i know what im gonna get, a guiness, and i will make it work :]