Well, all i have to say right now, if life is in the changing stage again, like a year ago, when we all knew lots of people at karaoke, we know a whole new bunch of people, and we all hang out, but this is the time, when things change, friends move, and you just can only reminese on the past. Now, life is kinda lame, but not at the same time, i graduate in 2 mods, so in june, aprl is almost half over, and then it's may, then june!! Then i graduate, i have to get a job soewhere, but right now, i have Justin in my life, i dot now, it kinda seems like a relationship that could work, but doesnt, because of the distance, and the no communication, so its all good, and anyways, i have to plan to go see him every so often, fuck this once a month bullshit you know?! so i get to see him tomorrow, and saturday hopefully we can hang out and shit again, i have a friend Alex who is a pot smoker likes me and justin, but i dont want to go over there without someone, you know? so im just gonna invite Justin, and then, i have a party to go to Sunday at 7:30 at Efims, and Sam is gonna be there, and he wants to talk to me alone for awhile, and if i bring justin, mabey it will get Sam off my back, and he will not like me anymore, he thinks i like him, and im waiting, but thats not the case at all, i just dont have feelins for him, so i should just tell him that. Anyways, as off now, Rebecca had told me that she was gay the other day, and i already knew it, but i wanted to hear it from her mouth, and i did, so know I KNOW, so you know, i confessed to my mom and everyone that im bi-sexual, and its cool, everyone is cool about it, except my mother, she thinks its weird, but anyways, rebecca is the shit, she tried to get weed for me at Rick's house, and anyways she passed me the pipe, and let me smoke, it was the shit, but I fucking love norma and rick like family, they are like cousins, or aunts and uncles i chill with, Ive never had that, but hey, thats how i roll! :P
Anyways, I cant wait till tonight, there is another gy at Boomerz named Justin that is really cool, im gonna talk to him tonight! but i like the Justin i know alot, i almost want to say he has my heart, but Ryan stole my heart last year, and he still has it, and now, without a heart, its hard to love anyone, he gave love a bad name :P -Bon Jovi
anyways, life is getting better, I smoked with Karla last night, it as the shit, I knew she did, but i just couldnt get into the club last night, so i decided to go to karlas and smoke for a bit, and then i left, and went home, and took a shower, and changed, and then i went to the club, picked her up after an hour waiting on her. well, i got to go do work!
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