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Well, I figured out that, i have to take a Leave of Absence ONLY on the 26th, which is the end of the mod, and I doubt Justin's boss is gonna keep waiting til the end of the month ya know? I mean, it sucks, cuz before, you could just take a LOA, whenever you needed it, but if i miss 10 consecutive days, then im dropped form the program, and I didnt pay 32 grand to drop out, especially 2 month is all ihave to go, I SO despretely wanted to go, and i was packed and ready to go, but NO... school is first, but i swear i will miss my babe ALOT if they go without me, he said it would be like til august when he comes back, and i would have missed the whole summer without him, and that sucks, but i like this guy too much to cheat on him while he's gone, I have found my jesus, he makes me want only him, and i dont even think about other guys when i think of him, he's all i want, and he's who ive been looking for, Tall, smart[absolute genius actually], he smokes pot like me, he's sweet, and i like him alot! And the way he shows effection to me, its like he likes me alot too! I wonder where we will be in like a year, I really hope that we are still together, I know that we could make it! LOL, this past night was funny, i was joking around about leaving, and they didnt catch the joke, and thought i was serious, and you should have seen Justin's face, its like he was shocked, and sad that i was mad, you know, it was crazy! but i do seriously, wish he lived closer, i mean, i will get my way, come august i will hopefully have my apartment, and he will live with me, well, hopefully anyways! Chris said last night while i was at Destiny's house that Justin was whipped, and i beleive he is, just a little! LOL, no worries babe, i would do almost anything for him too! well, Hopefully there is a way that i can work it out with my school so i could go on the trip too, i swear, if we did, Justin, and mine's relationship would go to the next level, not that there is any levels, we have already had sex more times then i can count, LOL, but yea, I told Justin last night that i thought he was smart, and he has been since day one, then i met him at the new year's party! Its crazy, but i like him alot!
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