I am admitting that I have a problem. My problem is .... I cannot sleep, and although I am a little ashamed as to my reason why I cannot sleep I will share with "the group." I do not like to sleep because I hate waking up. Waking up every morning and  living is my least desirable part of the day. Sleeping forever, and not having to deal with life would truly bring me happiness. I know that if I were to  sleep for the rest of my life that I could not call "my life" anything more than a waste. I would ultimately be giving up, and the life I have lived thus far would hardly seem worth anything. It would be meaningless, and I do not want the world to view my existance as anything less than amazing.