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Well today has been a bit of a rough day. Actually it began last night laying in bed. I was just laying there thinking about my Dad and how much I miss him. I wish he were here. He always had words of wisdom for any and all of my situations, as crazy as they all would be.
I am not the only one still struggling with this and I know I can't ask anyone how to get over something like this as everyone deals with situations in their own ways. My Mom on the other hand, as strong as she is, I know she is having a very hard time. She puts on a front for me most of the time because believe it or not I am the emotional one in my family. I do not deal well with any of the things I have had to go through lately. I love my Mom so much and worry about her. I am hoping to surprise her for Mother's Day as she lives in Florida and well... I don't.
The other rough part of my day was the man that broke my heart. I miss him. My days feel incomplete without being able to talk to him. I hate that he can just let me go and I am dwelling on what could have been...

Posted by Kim on 2008-01-17 00:16:43 | Rating: n/a | Views: 75


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Posted by
prelude2it
on 2008-01-17 09:10:19
 
Good luck. I have dealt with both loosing my dad and having my heart broken. The only thing that can keep us going is faith that there's a reason for everyhthing. I try to believe that and that someone or something better will come a long to mend your broken heart.
 
 

Posted by
ptopsdyahoocom
on 2008-01-17 12:35:32
 
Welcome to the broken heart club. (smile) Time heals the wound. Yes, you can't believe he just let go, but try to accept it and go on with your life. Any man that walks out of my life, I realized...he is doing me a favor.
I had to stop the calls, the thinking about him, the fantasizing. It all had to go. I had to embrace reality. At that time, I didn't like my reality too good. I needed to change my reality, so I could get out of my head and into my REAL life.

Happy to say, "I did, I did". Hang in there. It does get better. And make sure you visit my page. I'll have you laughing.

Katrina
 
 


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