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| The Beginning of the End (I hope) |
So many coincidences, so little time - especially when people REALLY don't want you to know the truth and unintentionally will you to never find out...p.s. I'm not blaming them, I'm just drawing their power to their attention, so they can use it responsibly as I will endeavour to, although mine's mainly just used to try and overcome some of the masses of shit poured into me, which I believe wholeheartedly that they believe. It's a new situation and you can't blame people fo rnot knowing, I didn't either; however, I keep coming across reasons that suggest that the universe knows, whether we want it to or not - funnily enogh, this realisation has coincided with my face returning to it's pre-wyrd state (intermittently), and me losing a lot of the negativity that I built up over time. I'll just try and remember my old optimistic self and hopefully we'll be on our way. P.s. for those whom it's not yet obvious to - although it should be now I've just thought to wriite/right that - I now work tuesday to thursday; your co-operation would be appreciated:
I've just decided not to post the link, lest some other innocent gets dragged into the playground of too much power in too few hands - needless to say, it was just yet another example of the fact that we can all access each others' unconscious if we choose to, and we can unintentionally help or harm those people by so doing, but no matter what we do, the universe will carry it's evidence whether we kid ourselves or not, or try to cover our tracks or not. And, this bit is just guesswork or hope on my part, but I'm pretty sure that the more a small group of people unwittingly or not end up with a huge amount of power and a secret to hide, the harder the universe will make sure we all know what's going on. P.s. Apparently there's a law of 3s, if you're stuck in this thing with me try to keep your thoughts pure - which, trust me, is difficult if there's enough negativity accumulating for whatever reason. Can't risk the link, but if would've shown two key players what I've known for some time, and that's beause you can't lie to molecules - of course it's A. and M.
And maybe it chats shit about me and my nearest because everyone involved needs to believe that it's all about me, and that's why it went to shit - maybe if everyone collectively focussed on someone else it would start dredging them too - and I, for one would tell it to shut the fuck up if it did. Please accept that it's not about me specifically, this is on everyone's heads until people can let that idea go. And I'm sure some of you mean well, but while someone's being a hero it unconscioulsy implies to people that there's a need for rescue, which there isn't - you might not believe it, but I actually want you all to fuck off more than you want me to fuck off, because this actually affects me 24/7. And no, it wasn't irresponsible for me to return to work, because while I sat around at home waiting for it all to go away I provided everyone who needed one - inclusing people who consciously know absolutely nothing about this - with an ideal dumping ground for all their shit related to this isssue. Funnily enough, it eases off in certain situations. Our unconsciousnesses work with or without our consent. ANd given that I've worked with people who have been abused, and with sex offenders, it's unsurprising that evertime someone thought about how abusive this whole thing is a node got triggered in someone's brain that triggered the node for 'abuse' or 'sexual abuse' or 'abusive behaviour' or whatever in my brain, whihc probably then triggered it in all of the survivors or victims of sexual abuse that I've ever come across which then send loads of shit flying everywhere, until one day I broke down and a load of people seeking refuge in the victim position dived in and I became completely and utterly lost in a sea of lost emotion. And since the few people in the media who I approached denied any knowledge of this, when I know that they know, I, along with the confused masses, chose to believe that it couldn't be what I knew it to be - we are powerful beings and our collective will can move mountains. Those things don't talk to me, if they did I wouldn't listen, those who listen need to reassure themselves that they're not responsible for any harm ever and the whispers are still surrounding me so, see - it was all about me. A lot of people must already know this, otherwise it'd never seep through - trust me: you know nothing and then you're insidiously overcome by the will of high profile people plus all of the harnessed strength of all their fans, you get fucked up. Still could've done more, like kept on asking in person (yes your will even blanks memories and stops electricals from working) - but still could have, just lost out to my avoidance x several million exacerbating. Still could've though - impossible to say, obviously didn't but I am actually one of the only ones who's been truly Vd - wasn't in the ingroup of the celebrities but linked to them via something, so knew nothing of what it's like to work this out as your typical example of psychosis or spiritual awakening. In no actual group trying to work it out while not wanting to cause a fuss was not the best move. I have felt the might of the universe and I'm kindly asking you to let me live wirthout it now please. As someone very special to me once told me: "whenever I used ot say to my father that it wasn't fair he said, 'neither are brunettes', and I never used to know what to say after that", I told someone else that the other day and he said "tell that to a brunette", so Kayne West, this is for you. And don't now focus on him, you all know who you are.
P.s if you don't think you're linked you're: a) not in too deep and b) just linked into people who're similar, so you don't notice. Trust me, you'll know when you're in too deep.
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Posted by KickInK on 2009-11-08 13:39:13 | Rating: | Views: 27
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