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 It's over I know...........
I miss our talks, I miss our texts, I miss the closeness we shared.
I know it's me, I know I'm the one that pulled away.

I'm great and 100% there until something goes wrong, then I tend to run a mile, head for the hills, hide under the doona, anything to protect myself. So I dont get hurt.

I feel like I've done the wrong thing and I think I may have pushed you into making a committment when I shouldnt have. I should have known it wouldnt work....
I think the appeal of Rod was because on some level I would never truly love him and I knew he would never love me and so could never hurt me...

With you it was so different. I felt close to you, wanted you in so many different ways and I fell in love with an ideal, with a possibility, with a dream.

Lessons are so hard to learn

I know it's because i'm too rigid but I cant change who I am inside.

Maybe one day...in a while...who knows

    Posted by Keep_Left on 2009-08-01 11:16:10 | Rating: | Views: 43
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I know that you think that it is your fault, I can read that between the lines, but I also know that it takes two people to make something work, just as it takes to people to break something.

Maybe you are too rigid, too set in your ways, but I think you were perfectly honest about that when you got involved this time. It's not as if you hid who you were - WYSIWYG.

Maybe you were both caught up in the excitement of what you had. That said, I do believe that there was true feeling on both sides. But maybe that wasn't enough.

Somewhere out there, there is a man, one who is right for you. This man won't change you, he won't want to, because you will be everything that he is looking for, and he will love you for it. He will love all of you.

Posted by  I_Grieve  on 2009-08-01 16:46:43 
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