I don’t want to think I am one of the only people that think about the high conscious and ‘magic’ so to speak. I believe in the astral planes, other dimensions/worlds, higher levels of consciousness, which leads to more ‘power’. Note also, when I say ‘spiritually’ in anything, I don’t mean religiously. I mean the soul and spirit, which is more or less the same. I want to know all the history we lost way back. The knowledge of how the deities came to be, and they still had shrines and what not. I want to know the ‘power’ of nature and understand the higher consciousness. It drives me crazy standing in the wind, and it’s like I’m on a brink of something, but I can’t catch it. I just think that we lost so much, either because of material matters, corruption, doubt, and many others. I suppose I could be considered pagan, since I believe in more than one god, so if your so close-minded, you should just exit out of this. I’m trying to find other people like me, I already have one friend that helps me. there is just so much to explain and I haven’t put what I’m all about on here really; I’m sure I sound crazy. After this I will post a few things, perhaps, that will help you understand better. I am kind of desperate. I just hate to think that nearly everyone is so close minded; There cant just be two people like this.