So, christmas tomorrow. I'm actually holding up pretty well, considering the fact that I am a pathetic loser with no boyfriend, I mean. The only thing is that my grandmother who will be refered to as Big G, is in the hospital and is not doing very well. She has another collapsed vertabrae, and I'm thinking that she is too old for this shit. She's 92 years old for petes sake. She's falling apart day by day, and it's hard to watch her go through it, because she's always been such a strong woman. As much as I would miss her if she died, I would also be glad that she finally found peace. Anyways, Big G and my dad are at the hospital, and so far my day has been full of chores, present wrapping and miracle on 34th street. At least tonight I will be further distracted by our family traditions, and therefore won't have to think about Big G or my very pathetic life. Yea... we'll see how that turns out. Anyways, I am getting mucho depressed just writing this so all I am going to say now is merry christmas to all and to all a goodnght!
cheers