wasting away to nothing
forgetting who I am
becoming what I never wanted
all because of one man
a zombie walking exposed
everyone knows my story
it's spread out for all to read
my journey through purgatory
hatred burns inside me
little does anyone know
that my mind is melting faster
and I'm about to blow
choose it, choose your path
you weak, dumb girl
look at yourself in the mirror
see yourself in the real world
that's all I ever hear
how I have to now what's right
they say it's right in front of me
my eyes blinded by fear and spite
i'm not what you think I am
you've put me on that petastool
truth is there's nothing to love here
I'm nothing but a fool
looking for answers no one can give me
because I'm too scared to make choices on my own
thinking maybe it will just come to me
in signs that someone will show
so scared to be alone
so torn from that fear
my screams are falling out there
upon the world's deaf ears
break me down further
why not, I let you every time
and when you are done breaking me
I'll have nothing left to do but die.