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I am writing a big exam tomorrow. I also have an interview. I am scared, but also excited. I didn’t tell anyone about the interview. I didn’t even tell anyone that I applied for the job. I need a change in my life. I didn’t tell anyone, because I’m not sure they are ready for a change. I am being selfish, and I want to be selfish. I am going for a job interview without caring about the effect it will have on my loved ones. I need this. If they know how much I need this, they will accept it. This job could be very good for my career. I would have to leave the family business if I get this job, but everyone will just have to accept it, and they will have to be happy for me. I need this. This will make me happy. This is one step closer to my dreams. And now I am just trying to convince myself that it is okay for me to be selfish. I am just going to stop writing now.

So good like too me for the exam and good luck to selfish me for the interview!

P.s. I haven’t told my boyfriend yet that I know about the emails.