I know something I think I wanted to know, but now that I do know it I don’t want to know it. Get it? It is really confusing, I know. It confuses me a hell of a lot. I did something I wasn’t suppose to do, then I found something out, and now I can’t say or do anything about it because I’m not suppose to know it, and I am really wasn’t suppose to find out about it the way it did. I could go into the whole story of how I found out and what I found out etcetera, but I don’t feel like getting into it right now. Maybe later. It might not even be such a big deal, although it is a big deal to me. I’m just really confused and sad right now.