It’s a beautiful day, or at least that’s what queen say. Well I’ve got news for you Mr. Freddy Mercury, the sun is not shining and nothing is going my way. You’re stupid song is suppose to pick me up, but instead it’s making me resent you, and I know I shouldn’t because I know that you didn’t have such a great life, and I hate resentment. I don’t know when I became such a pessimist; I used to be a very optimistic person.

I wish that something positive will happen in my life that can change me for the better, so that I can feel good about myself, and be happy, and have positive outlook. I know that things doesn’t work that way that I must be the change myself, I just don’t have the strength right now. I’m too tired.

You will get a lot off posts from me tonight, because I need to write, I need to babble.

I know my latest posts are not my best work, just bare with me. Do yourself a favor and go read Eyes Opened and Just for the sake of it. Now that’s two posts I am proud of, not I was being more positive. Maybe I should post some more of my previous stuff. And maybe I’ll even post my Afrikaans stuff. Maybe there is someone on thoughts who is Afrikaans.