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I want to drink. I can’t afford to drink, but I want to. I want to get drunk and loose all of my inhibitions. No, I am not an alcoholic. I just feel like getting drunk. Like in my first year at university when all I ever did was drinking and having fun. And I didn’t need to afford to drink; there were always some guys willing to pay. That was before I had responsibilities, before I had a job and a boyfriend and a degree I care to finish. Am just being stupid and selfish and ungrateful? I think I am. I could get drunk. But it’s more than that. I miss the carelessness. I miss just doing what I want to do when I want to do it. Like dancing until the sun comes up, or getting in a car and drive away and stay away as long as I want to, or stay in bed all day and watching movies and not care about all the things that I have to do. I could do all of that stuff, but I wouldn’t enjoy it, because I have too much responsibilities. Responsibility suck. Really, really suck.
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Posted by katryn on 2008-05-07 10:16:09 | Rating: | Views: 69
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I agree responsibilties suck big time but we all have them so we got to make the best of it.
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Posted by codyf2
on 2008-05-07 11:12:45
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