Happy Holidays....My ass!!

So let me just explain my BAH HUMBUG additude, So sense I've been sick and so on I haven't been able to go to work for the last couple weeks, My paycheak is only going to be $280.00 I have like 15 people coming over to the house for Thanksgiving dinner and I don't have the money to pay for enough food and drinks for everyone. I have NO clue what to do.

And besides that I have this huge big Christmas Tree that I don't even have decorations for. And how do you decorate a tree when you don't have anything to decorate with?! My dad promised to show up this year for Christmas but as every year sense I was like 6 he comes up with some stupid reason why he can't show. I don't even know why he bothers acting like he's interested....

My best the one that got married and has had me the most gorious God Son in the whole world is already having problems with her new husband and wants me to help her but I don't know what to do. And to top that off I don't think her husband is going to let her come over to the house for the holidays like we had already planed way before he became her husband.

I feel so helpless and like no one cares. I think I'm losing touch with everything and everyone that in one point in my life I couldn't live without. I don't know what to do....If you guys could give me some advice I would really appericate it. PLEASE HELP ME. Thanks guys

Bye
XoXoXo
Kate