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I've tried to quit the booze, the weed the crack the cocaine so many timkes I've lost count. So what is so different this time around? What's my garuntere that i won't fuck up yet again? Can I really quit? I just don't know. But this time I'm really gonna trythis time i'm gonna ask for help , cuz i need it, thjis time I'm gonna be honest.
honesty, what is that? I really don't know , but i know that it's the opposite of what i've been doing since i can first remember.
I ain't talkin about not lyin' to those around me, but about not lyin to myself. I've trained myself to believe that i'll never succeed that i belong on the streets, that i deserve to be dying of advanced hiv and cancer. maybe if i convince myself that i am worth it , mayber just maybe I'll succed
so here's to the hope and prayer that I will stay alive long enough to see myself not only clean and sober, but also being able to love and tyo be loved.
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Posted by Kasper30 on 2008-01-08 00:32:02 | Rating: | Views: 100
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Hang in there buddy.. you can do it! Just remember all you need is small steps to make one giant leap!
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Posted by thauert
on 2008-01-08 00:50:13
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I dont even know you Kasper but I wanna say it makes me proud to see what you have written. You've already taken your first step just keep pushing forward. All of my best wishes
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Posted by BlueEyedThinker
on 2008-01-08 01:08:06
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