So, i'm not sure whether i've mentioned this yet or not, but my ex-boyfriend is a heroin addict. We dated for 2 years and then officially broke up (finally) in October of last year. Well last week, a good friend of his overdosed and died. I liked her a lot so I plan on going to her funeral. I called him yesterday to ask when her funeral is and it was super obvious that he was high. cool, great. people are such fuckups. it's tearin me apart. he's seriously such a great fucking guy. what a retard.

New boy in my life, though. A cute one. He's tall and handsome and he's studying bioengineering. He plays tennis with me, which is really fun. I like him. He lets me sleep in his queen sized bed, and he cuddles me and lets me eat raisins at his house and wear his clothes and even use his toothbrush! And he takes me out to dinner regularly. He's a huge gentleman. I think he likes me too. We just don't have a lot to talk about since our lifestyles are so different. Hopefully our fun times will get more fun and i will eventually teach him to finger fuck me properly. And I'll go to med school and he'll be a bioengineer and i'll become a pediatrician and we'll play tennis in the evening, and we'll have kids and life will be so romantic and wonderful. Psyche, our conversation isn't nearly good enough for us to get married. But the fingering thing is an issue. I'm good in bed, so he should be too. I think he'll learn. He might be a little nervous. Sometimes I get the impression that he is lazy in bed!!! HOW AWFUL WOULD THAT BE! i doubt it would be an issue. i'll make him a nympho for pleasing me. god i can't wait. He's soooo handsome. I'm pretty into it. I think i'll make this my project.