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I'm having a bad day.
I am still excited about getting better, but today is just a hard day. I woke up at the usual time this morning, but I felt like I couldn't open my eyes and my eye lids and my head were really heavy. I just couldn't shake off the sleep. I was also very achy, everything is hurting. I drank an energy drink on the way to work, because I don't like coffee. I still feel sleepy. I am having a hard time getting things done today. I have to re-work a project, which is 800 books, and I have to sit down every 25 books because I feel so weak.
These are the days I wish I could afford to say, I need to go. I have taken so many sick days and frankly I can't afford any of them. I am so physically and emotionally drained today. And I don't know why. Last night I got home and sat on the couch. BF even asked me if I wanted to go for a walk, and I said no I can't do it I am so tired. And then he asked me if I wanted to ride on the Harley, he had to go get gas but thought the air would feel nice and I told him that I wanted to but I just didn't have the umpf to do it. I feel so bad on days like that. I made homemade mac and cheese for dinner, and barely ate any. I was too tired to eat. I was in bed by 8:30, but I didn't fall asleep until 10pm. Which isn't late by any means because I get up at 7am.
I am so sick of being tired, SO SICK OF IT! I wish that these meds and supplements would work faster because I can't wait to be better.
Okay, I am done complaining. Woe is me, I know.
On a happier note, BF and I are going to a baseball game this weekend, we live a couple blocks from the minor league stadium, and a couple players from the Rockies that are on the DL are playing down here. So we are going to go Sunday, BF said because it is $.50 hot dogs, so he said we can fill up on dogs and beer and I won't have to cook. Sounds good to me.
I think this weekend I am also going to re-organize at least one room in the house. If I do one room per weekend, I could have the whole house down by the end of summer! I think that sounds like it would be very productive! It gives me at least one thing to do, and if I don't finish I know I can do it the next weekend, so I don't feel like I failed myself if it takes the whole summer! If that makes sense.
I am fighting my eye-lids. I guess I should try to get some work done.
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Posted by KarKar on 2008-06-19 15:28:16 | Rating: | Views: 32
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I felt exactly like you feel today, yesterday. I could barely keep my eyes open. I however was to blame... because I was hungover :) Hang in there... the game sounds fun! Love baseball! and beer and hot dogs! whoo hoo!
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Posted by TheAlreadyJaded
on 2008-06-20 14:16:35
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