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"This is a time for coming to grips with your shadow, for taking control of the forces within you that thwart your progress. Others may mean well today, but sometimes they promise more than they are able to deliver. Do not expect everyone to follow through on their promises. Stop searching for what you think you don't have."
The above was my horoscope for today. The last sentence is getting to me. "Stop searching for what you think you don't have."
Really? What I think I don't have is a job that pays me enough. Should I not look for other options? What I think I don't have is a boyfriend who is going to be able to commit to me forever. Should I just let it go and not waste my time trying to convince him that we belong together.
I really feel like this horoscope, and I am not one to rely on them, is telling me something. But just what?
Taking control of the forces with in you that thwart your progress. How the hell do I do that? And is BF going to make amends and tell me he loves me and he doesn't want anyone else, promising more than he can deliver? Just because he wants me to feel better, and because he means well?
It is kind of erie to me that this is what I read today. It explains both my career and my love life. And for the past week I have been struggling with both. Both have caused me stress, tears and pain. Not to mention fear. Fear that I am missing out on something, fear that if I decide to leave it's a mistake. Fear that if I don't I will regret it.
How do you make these important choices? Because I usually just sit back and see where life takes me. And maybe I need to quit doing that and take control for once. But what if I mess up?
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Posted by KarKar on 2008-07-21 12:48:46 | Rating: | Views: 43
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When you are ready to make a move, you will know it and until then you probably should not. Give yourself time to think and figure things out.
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Posted by prelude2it
on 2008-07-21 13:17:23
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Interesting horoscope - - ironic considering what happened over the weekend.
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Posted by TheAlreadyJaded
on 2008-07-21 14:22:05
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Kar - if you have to convince him of that, then take if from me, it won't be forever hon. You know that though already, don't you?
Sit back, enjoy the ride, jump off when you need to, but make sure you jump back on when it's time to leave :)
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-07-21 17:43:28
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