I am having a horrible day. Just awful.

Last night as I was falling asleep my RLS was going bad. If anyone doesn't know what that is, it's Restless Legs Syndrome. I have it pretty bad. The worst is that I am not the only one who suffers, my BF has to deal with it. It got so bad last night that I ended up on the couch. The worst part is that I have these pains in my legs and arms and they won't go away, and it makes my legs spasm and my arms flail about like crazy.

So I didn't sleep well, finally at like 5:30am I got back in bed with BF after sleeping on the couch through the worst. He said I was pretty good. I feel bad, I hate that I don't get sleep, but its not fair that he doesn't. So I am cranky today. Everything is pissing me off. Another wonderful side effect of PMS. I am short with everyonee, and I feel like it's moron day, and everyone got together and decided to be moron's to piss me off.

The UPS guy even made my skin crawl this morning. He said, you look awful. Thanks buddy. You look great in your shorts.

I went home for lunch today, mostly because I wanted my heating pad and something good to eat. BF called to say he would come home at the same time, and could I please make him a grilled cheese. I said yes but it took everything inside of me to do it. I am so tired. Everything aches. The good news is that I am going to see a specialist on Tuesday. I called to get an appointment and it was months away before they had an opening but they called yesterday to let me know they had a cancellation and would I like the spot. Hell Ya. I wonder if people say, uh no thank you I will wait 4 months instead. I am hoping this doctor can find out what's wrong, I have been dealing with this for 10 years and no one ever has a solution. This one should be good, she does eastern and western medicine. I think I wrote about it yesterday but I can't remember because my brain is not working well.

I was listening to Dr. Laura on the way back to work, don't ask me why. Sometimes I like her, sometimes I don't. And she had a caller who had only listened to the show for 10 minutes and then called. I was really frusturated with him. I wanted to kill him. Another wonderful side effect of PMS. It makes you want to kill people on the radio.

I don't know what the deal is but I am angry. And tired, and hungry. Yes, my stomach is the bottomless pit during this time of the month. I am sure no one cares, but I also don't want to work so blogging cures that.