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KaiAyn's Blogs in January 2008

January 3, 2008
T hank you everyone for the wonderful birthday wishes. It was a great day and a lot of fun. R didn't know what to get me and under the pretense of grocery shopping, he took me to Fred Meyer and asked me if there was anything I wanted. I've been doing a lot of......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-03 18:59:13 | Rating:

| Views: 52 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cancer life

1-15-08 Its Tuesday
Isn't it funny, blogging became a way for me to let out frustration and pain... and now, when things are going so much better, which might be just for the moment, I dont' get to blogging as I should. I guess what I'm trying to say is, even in good times I'd like to communicate whats important.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-15 18:33:21 | Rating:

| Views: 60 | Comments: 1 | Tags: cancer life

Thursday 01-17-08
Another good day. I realized I was fearing my own death and a friend told me, we will always be connected in this life and the next. I think I was forgetting there will be another life. I picked up the book, Walking in the Garden of Souls and it has been a blessing. It......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-17 18:39:38 | Rating:

| Views: 59 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cancer life

1-23-08 Angry Wednesday
Sometimes I wonder why? Just why? Why are people who are supposed to love you, can be so cruel? Why is it, every move I make is treated with disgust? I made cookies today, a kind he likes and I didn't frost them because he doesn't like the frosting. I was going to frost a few, to take to work......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-29 17:11:38 | Rating:

| Views: 63 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cancer life

1-29-08 A better Wednesday
Is there a reason life is such a roller coaster? smile I don't have the answers to any of the questions I ask, I just keep hoping someone else will have the answer and enlighten me? smile Is there any one out there who can enlighten me? This week has been......Read More