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 2-7-08 Just a question?
This is just a question?  Why is it so difficult to find a man who wants a good woman? 

I may not be a beauty queen, I may have several faults and I may have cancer but none of those things make me "bad".  Ok, so I'll admit my faults are annoying.  I like to talk and hear what other's have to say.  And when I say I like to talk, I do mean, I LIKE TO TALK.  But you know what?  I have a quiet side too.  I like to listen.  People are so interesting and full of ideas, I love to hear what they have to say and I like to interact with them.  Isn't it fun to share with someone, all the different ideas, thoughts and opinions we can?  

I also like to snuggle.  I like to be close to someone, I like to touch and I like to hold hands.  I like a lot of things... but those things are kinda private.  SO.... moving right along....

I want to live.  One of my biggest "faults", if thats what it can be called is, Cancer?  Ok, so I have cancer... well dang it... I'm not dead yet!  Still have lots of living to do and lots of adventures to take part in.  I still have lots to give and I definitely would like to be able to give it to someone capable of receiving it.

It shouldn't be so hard to give all the love I have to give.  Why is it?  What causes it to be such a problem? Is it fear?  Fear of what?  Selfishness?  Of who, me or someone else?  Too much?  Not enough?  Isn't there a balance somewhere?  ANYWHERE???

Its just a question?  One I have no answer for but sure wish someone did....
    Posted by KaiAyn on 2008-02-07 12:52:51 | Rating: | Views: 78
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bullseye is right, people are afraid. and once someone really starts falling in love, they get even more afraid. I dont believe people have faults, people are not made of pros and cons, its just a whole package. and you will find someone, its takes time. I know many people may say that, but its true.
Posted by  pastel2389  on 2008-02-07 13:14:02 
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