Cancer takes away your dignity.  It makes your body do things you don't want it to do, it teases you by allowing your brain to still think your body can still do what its always done, but in reality, your body can't do a damn thing you want it to...  and it makes those around you... tired of looking at you, dealing with you and being around you.  Cancer sucks!
Last night I got sick.  There is no rhyme or reason why my body does what it does on any given day.  I can eat the same exact foods for several days in a row but then suddenly, I'm sick.  My body makes nosies that embarass me to no end and I get to the point where I have to sleep on the bathroom floor.  I want someone to tell me its ok, to hold me, to make it all go away and guess what.... there is no one who can make it better, take away the pain... no one who can fix it.
Cancer takes away my dignity and I hate it.