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As part of my treatment I had to have counselling to talk things out. Not just about my treatment perse but about my life in general. As well as having our chats, it was also suggested that I write things down and release them from my mind. So besides starting this blog to get my side of the “me and Wk story”, I decided to use this as my outlet. I did start to, and then I added other things that were on my mind, a few things about WK, and so forth and so forth.
I have enjoyed writing what I have, but for some reason I have put a self sensor on myself. There are things I would like to post about, if only to get them off my chest. But this is the silly part, my psyche working overtime. I worry about what people are saying or thinking about me.
I have many issues in my life, and if I had not been part of them and was hearing these stories from someone else I would think that there life was one big soap opera.
I don’t want pity from anyone; I don’t want people to feel sorry for me with everything that I have dealt with. But I do want people to know the real me, to understand who I am.
But I am scared to be judged, I don’t handle it well.
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