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 To have loved and lost.
Even though we are no longer together
my feelings are mixed and my mind is confused
The resonance of your voice is still lingers in my mind.
Will I ever be able to forget our time together?
All the hours, the minutes, the seconds we were there for each other
somehow I know they will be forever in my heart.

The days go on and though I am pretending that nothing is wrong,
I hide behind a smile and say everything is fine.
Yet inside I am crying, my soul is weeping.
When I am alone and all is quiet, the silence adds to my pain.
What we thought was love and happiness?
Is now gone all that's left is hurt, pain and sorrow.

I don’t know if you are looking back at me with that look in his eyes.
The look that says I've disappointed you.
You have been waiting all this time,
With feelings so over powering, making it hard to breathe.
I should have told you I love you
Instead, I say nothing, not having the courage to tell you so.
And now the tears run down my cheek.
Somehow, I know, deep in my soul, that you are lost to me forever.
 


    Posted by KP on 2008-07-01 16:47:53 | Rating: | Views: 155
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AWWW KP...CHIN UP SWEETIE!
SK
Posted by  lastblastkl  on 2008-07-01 18:20:42 
  
Beautifully written KP...
*Hugs for you*
Love you loads...im so sorry ur hurting :(
You dont deserve the pain. We're all here for you and tomorrow will be a brighter day.
Posted by  angelwings  on 2008-07-02 05:47:25 
  
That's really beautiful, KP. I'm so sorry you're hurting so bad, it will go away some day soon. I know a lot of people can empathise with you, and I can see that a lot of people here care about you.

Be strong. :)
Posted by  Mezlie  on 2008-07-02 06:32:15 
  
There are 1 million things I could say here, and I have thought of them all.
But none can not be taken the wrong way so I will simply say:
KP, you are a great woman
You are the biggest part of the last 27 months of my life that there is
I made mistakes in many ways, some I beat myself up about even when you say not to.
I love you
Posted by  whiteknight  on 2008-07-02 07:11:42 
  
KP...I hurt for both of you..The title of your post is true. While it does not feel good to you at this very moment..having loved WK has given you a new piece of yourself. In every relationship we have, we grow. You both grew and learned a lot about yourselves. You learned a lot about love and sacrifices. Above all you may have learned that even good things sometimes don't work out. Timing is everything. Good people get hurt. We all make mistakes but at the end of the day it is the mistakes that teach us the most. The mistakes that humble us and give us food for thought. I hope that soon you both can move on with your lives..remembering all that you had together and how your lives were made more full and better one for the other.

peace :) shemelts
Posted by  shemelts  on 2008-07-02 13:58:43 
  
I'm sorry KP, I feel your pain in your words. I hope you find peace in these days of sadness. You are in my prayers.
Posted by  Katydids_and_daisies  on 2008-07-02 14:12:44 
  
My dear...I am so sorry u hurt. I hope we get to talk soon.

Hugz~Niki
Posted by  nikilynn1113  on 2008-07-03 08:39:59 
  
Your sadness, sense of loss and pain come through loud and clear in your words. The memories will forever live on in your heart .... time will ease the pain of those memories leaving only the joy of loving another behind. Peace.
Posted by  ColoradoDreamin  on 2008-07-06 00:00:11 
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