Yes I first met whiteknight in a sex chat room. I am not embarrassed to say. I can hear a few of you saying what was I doing in there. It is simple and possible a little strange to some. So I hope you sort of understand.

My husband and I have been together for 13 years, (as of today). However we have only been married for a year, (just). I care for my husband and I adore him too, but at that time we were having a few problems. And he is also the father of two of my children, and a wonderful person too.

Firstly he is older than me by 14 years.
Secondly I am a very sexual person and my needs weren't been met.
Thirdly I thought at the time this is having an affair without actually having the affair. All mind and no body.
and lastly I was lost in a world of self hatred and needed a little ego boost and self confidence.

I was honest from the very start, to my husband about being in the chat room. I even showed him the site and a few times we sat down together so that I could show him what went on. And no before you ask no I don't go there anymore.

So one night I met whiteknight. To start with it was all a bit of harmless fun. I gave him my IM addy and we started chatting a little more. It wasn't always cybersex. Alot of times it was getting to know one another, what our like and dislikes are. What our dreams and wishes for the future are. We got to know about each others family. We talked about everything and anything.

What drew me into DE was how easy it was to talk with him and how much we did have in common, though sometimes it doesn't seem like it.

So this is where I now get a few things straight. I am not annoyed with the amount of milk he drinks, it is the amount of lemonade that he drinks. And no I don’t want to change the way he dresses I am just not a fan of Tee shirts that advertise. And no dogs in the house, I will not be swayed at all.

KP



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