Some of you have been sort of introduced to me already, (via whiteknight). If you haven't then go read his blog to catch up. I was sitting back thinking about what had been said... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-09 20:31:54
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Some basic information about me, I am an only child.  Apparently there was another child but mum miscarried.  It wasn't until mum was dying that I found out about... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-10 05:55:43
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Well to tell you the truth I can’t remember much.  In fact I hardly remember my child hood as all.  I think that has been my way of coping with it.  What I do remember... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-10 09:22:11
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So I was sitting back and re reading what I have posted so far. And it dawned on me that I may be trying to blame my parents for everything that has happened to me. So This is where I... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-10 19:51:53
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It is funny how life is. I was thinking about my life (funny that), when I had another light bulb moment. So here it is. What right have I got to complain about my childhood. I... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-10 22:48:33
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Okay so life goes on. Childhood sucked. But somehow I got through it. I did what I was told, be where I am meant to be, work hard at everything. When all of a sudden we are... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-10 23:12:22
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Yes I first met whiteknight in a sex chat room. I am not embarrassed to say. I can hear a few of you saying what was I doing in there. It is simple and possible a little strange to some. So I... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-11 02:22:12
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After awhile I noticed that whiteknight wasn't happy in his marriage. So I started asking him about it. It was obvious in some of the things he would say and it was obvious in some of the other... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-11 05:44:58
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Have I been tempted to ask whiteknight to come here?  Sure.  So why haven't I?  Life at the moment is hard to cope with.  I have always hoped that when I do get to met... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-12 09:00:08
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As I mentioned before the dynamics of the friendship changed. A lot to do with that was we were getting older. We were all heading off in different directions and what once was important... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-12 20:32:52
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It was daunting knowing that I was pregnant, but what was more daunting was that I had no idea and had discovered this as I was giving birth.  Even now after all these years it is... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-13 00:35:37
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Today, Tomorrow and Forever Today I am alive, Today I am breathing, Today I dream of you, Today I long to touch you, Today I listen for you to hear your voice,... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-13 04:42:52
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As you can imagine I was an emotional wreak, young and so much alone by now.  So after a few meetings with social workers I had to make a choice about what I was going to... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-13 20:31:06
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Tomorrow is a new day The sun will rise You will breath  Your heart will beat   Tomorrow is a new day The day has began You will step forward one step at a... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-14 19:00:06
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The other night (my Saturday) I was feeling a bit down and sorry for myself.  Feeling like the world was falling down around me.  Feeling like my life is being ripped apart... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-14 22:11:38
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  I lay awake at night, Listening to you breath.  I smile knowing you are near. You seem so peaceful in your slumber, I wonder do you know I am awake.   Do... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-16 06:54:46
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It is the simple things that make me happy, so I thought I would list them.  Feel free to add your own to the list. - The smell of freshly cut grass. - The smell of the air just... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-16 07:22:15
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When is too much to much? Back to whiteknight and me…………..  Most of our communication is done through IM’ing.  And in the past we have... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-16 09:01:00
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In a previous post I mentioned that I would explain my reasoning about something so here I am explaining.   This is what I wrote in the past post just so you know what I am... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-16 20:58:05
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There has been a lot in the media of late about child obesity and what we as parents can do and also what schools can do.  So over here in my corner of the world my daughter’s school... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-17 06:41:07
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Well after the shock wore off, putting my baby up for adoption I also had to deal with the death of my grandmother.  So when it finally sunk in when she died I didn’t know... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-19 08:04:35
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Life and death in one month, what happens next?  I go back to school; the weekend job gets dropped.  The hold that was once around my neck is a lot looser than before, but the eyes... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-20 07:36:41
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I would like to take a little time out form everything to say "Thank you". I want to thank thoughts.com for putting together this site, to allow me and everyone a place... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-21 00:08:51
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If I painted you a picture, bursting with colour and love, of the jagged rocks and sun-bleached sand; the crystal waters gently caressing the shores.  Of the place we first... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-21 21:53:33
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Had a terrible morning today.  Today was my house keepers morning off, and today of all days I needed her.  As of late she has been my voice when it comes to my... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-24 04:06:59
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Okay before I get started thank you all for you comments and prayers and views.  Unfortunately I was have the worse day yesturday, I have had to date.  And some things were... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-25 04:45:54
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Last year I made a choice, to do something for myself.  After some tossing back and forth in my mind I decided to get a tattoo.  Why a tattoo?  Well the thing was it was... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-26 01:11:08
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I CAN TALK!!!!!!!!!!! La la la la la (thinking of the three mice in babe)   Do a deer a female deer, Ray a drop of golden sun..........   I... Read More
Posted by: KP on 2007-10-31 04:10:40
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