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Well I don't think that anyone will take the time to read this but i am a teenager probably going through everything every one else is, but i feel like i am being singled out. My life as it stands now is very lonely. First my best friend who we have been best friends for about 3 years now which started because she was dateing my older brother is now dateing another guy a guy who is dutch and is very dutch. His name is Isaac Van Wyke and his mother is very sure that he is going to marry another christen dutch but cassie (my best friend) is the exact opposite and she has been messing around with him for almost a year and finially they are together. I have been there for her through everything, But now that they are girlfriend and boyfriend her life is him and i am nothing like i am not even worthy of a phone call. My older brother David has had alot of girlfriends that i have been friends with but after they are over we don't really talk anymore maybe she was just a delayed action. Please Help And Tell Me What I Should Do. Next my family i am not even sure if i love them i love my older brother and my mother but my sister and my father i can't seem to be in the same room as them without getting angry or upset or telling them i hate them and that they make me want to kill myself!! Tonight i tried going up to my mother and saying sorry for how mean i have been and it got nowheres and i tired to tell her it wasn't all me it was my fater too but she didn't really seem to care at all which i know she loves me because i don't have alot of friends at school so i go and eat lunch with her almost ever day and she is always there to hug me which is what i need sometimes. Please Help And Tell Me What I Should Do. Last There is this guy. I know ever teen has guy problems but this guy is kinda differnt i mean we have been friends since 9th grade but kinda friends with kinda being together. He means the world to me and we have talked about haveing sex with eachother so many times and it just happened not that long ago and that time only because he lives so far away. My period came so late too i almost thought i was PREGENT thank God i am not! WE talk about the kids that we are going to have and the lie that we are going to share and our wedding and how we are going to be together. Its just when is that going to happen. He is kinda dateing this giirl i hate more then all creepy crawly things. i have asked him to come up and see me a bunch and he turnes me down all the time latly. i don't know how to go about this. Please Help And Tell Me What I Should Do.
--Just a daydeamer
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Hey! im new at this blog thing and then I saw yours! wow you have much going on right now! First, you should grab your friend in the arm and tell her really, like really what you feel and what you think about how she is forgetting about you! no real friend can do that!
For the family thing, I had that time myself, and it really goes over!I hated my mom for sum time, could not stay in the same room with her and never tell her anything! I started pulling myself from the family at home and was really never home. After sum months I realised that this was my mom and shes like everyother person. Me and her have different views on things, everything really!lol, but I will always love her because she is my mom, my family! Love never really stops there no mather how angry you are at that person:)
And boys, really, im not the best person at this but this guy seems to be playing with you! When he is dateing "this girl" like a girl thats not you! If its not you, well move on(:
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Posted by blond_flower
on 2008-05-28 12:28:35
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UGH, i HATE when guys ignore u like that! its like they REALLY dont care about ur feelings at ALL you know!?! and then, like, no matter how freakin hard u try u just CANT get over them! but u will. eventually. ha
But this.. friend. U SERIOUSLY need 2 talk to HER. What is her problem? Sounds like guys are her freaking LIFE and she would like, give up her BEST. FRIEND. for 1 of them. Duznt she know they r NOT worth it?? Sheesh!
the guy sounds like a good guy. or at least, he probably USED 2 be. r u suuuure he didn't only want u 4 what was in ur pants? and now that hez got it he wantz 2 move on and find out whats in some other chick's? if thats definitely NOT the case then im SO sorry. dudes r such JERKS!!! and a few other unspoken adjectives. haha
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Posted by Hunterrrrxisxamazing
on 2008-05-28 21:57:40
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