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Ok so before I get into what I actually want to say...... that is if I can even think of what I want to say.... I just want to make it clear that I don't care about spelling or punctuation. I'm mearly writing this to see if it will make me feel any better. So if there actually is someone out there that decides that they want to read this just keep the comments about how I should have used a comma instead of a semi colon to yourself alright?
So I pretty much hate everything right now. I mean 2008 was supposed to be MY year. It was going to be the year that I paid off my debt, the year that I met new people and made new friends and all that good stuff. It was supposed to be the year that I finally met a girl that loved me as much as I loved her. It was going to be great.
But of course the reality of it is, this is not my year just like the one before it was not my year and just like the year after this one (2009 for those of you who can't keep up) will not be my year.
not only have I no paid off my debt but I am now even further in it. And soon to be even further then that (thanks a lot government, way to kick a guy when he's already down.......... and then steal his wallet...... assholes) so not only does this mean that I have to work my ass off even harder then I did last year, it means that I have to work my ass off even harder JUST to break even. Fun times......... the idea of having to work 60 hours a week to merely pay my bills is not something that I am looking forward to.
I'm sure you've seen a cartoon at some point where someone makes a snowball at the top of a mountain and then roles it down the side and by the time it gets to the bottom it's at a size where it would crush anyone and anything in it's path right? well that's basically the way that my life is going right now. The debt thing was the snowball and it's picking up everything else and making it just as bad.
I'll write more later, I need to go to sleep so I can wake up to go to my horrible terrible job.
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Posted by JustJam on 2008-03-18 03:18:10 | Rating: | Views: 77
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I read it... Who cares about Grammer? Fuck grammer lol
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Posted by FutureSplartiste
on 2008-03-18 16:10:45
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