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It Just Hurts To Much
I hate the fact that I care. I wish I could just turn off the care-factor and not give a damn. It hurts to much to care. Too much pain. Which makes it worse because I know how much I don't want to care anymore. I can't help but feel as though I'm just in the way. I have no real purpose, like the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-03 04:32:26 | Rating:

| Views: 54 | Comments: 2 | Tags: father dad pain

Distorted Views On Marriage???
Lately I've been thinking of who and who I won't be in the future. I'm not sure why, but it just keeps popping into my head, and my thoughts are starting to bug me. It's times like these when i wish I had a degree in psychology or something. So I can figure out the possible meaning behind it. If......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-09 06:55:53 | Rating:

| Views: 58 | Comments: 9 | Tags: future marriage? outdated family roles

Quick Update.. On Nothing
I would love to say these past few weeks have been a whirlwind of social events. But I can't. Life is somewhat, dull. And there's nothing new to report. Life is just chugging along at the usual pace, leaving plenty of room for imagination. I can't complain though. I leave for holidays on......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-17 02:08:58 | Rating:

| Views: 18 | Comments: 2 | Tags: update holidays

A Blog For Everyone
I'm curious to know how many of you have used terms like "tap that" or anything similar. Seriously, I'm not going to pass judgment, but I'd really like to know. Is it the majority of people or just the people I seem to be around? It's possible that it's my lack of confidence,......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-17 11:23:43 | Rating:

| Views: 48 | Comments: 5 | Tags: A blog for everyone.. Which means you.

Day 1 - Holidays
Today began at 2:30am when my alarm started blaring. Instead of my usual groans and complaints of having to wake up I bounced out of bed with a grin. Holidays were here! Finally. I followed through with my usually morning routine while pulling my brother and parents out of bed. We had to be out......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:09:30 | Rating:

| Views: 25 | Comments: 4 | Tags: holidays.... :)

Day 2 - Holidays
An early start again today and I didn’t go about it grudgingly either. I had had a terrible sleep with my bed being too small and groaning every time I shifted, so knowing I could leave this place was better than sleep itself. Nearly… We were in the car and driving by 5:30am, right......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-21 18:24:00 | Rating:

| Views: 16 | Comments: 2 | Tags: holidays.. :)

Day 3 - Holidays
Not such an early start this morning. Thank goodness. I woke at 8am, such a change to 4am or earlier. I took things slow and went for walk with my dad to the store. It was nice to walk. Sitting in a car all day instead of being on my feet at work is a little frustrating. I like to be able to......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-21 18:37:11 | Rating:

| Views: 12 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Holidays... :)

Day 4-9 - Holidays
Seen as though I haven’t managed to write anything for the past few days, I guess I have been pretty busy. That and being absolutely exhausted at the end of the day. It has an up side to it though; sleep comes quickly and is a little more solid than usual. Maybe I should keep up this pace......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-29 04:09:47 | Rating:

| Views: 13 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Holidays.. A long update.

Haven't Quite Landed..
The other week a thought occurred to me. This thought has continuously popped up every now and then, but I've never gone out of my way to try and find the answer to it. But this time I finally did. How does God actually speak to you? I've heard many people say that God answered their......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-29 07:54:17 | Rating:

| Views: 58 | Comments: 5 | Tags: Christiantity God speaking... I need some...

My Last Resort
It's practically October which means another month has flown by, another reminder of how much I haven't accomplished this year like planned. Like a lot of the population, I make New Years Resolutions. And like so many people, I never seem to achieve half of them. Rather depressing huh? I'm full......Read More