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Happy Pills
"You're like everyone else!" Those were the joyful words of my counsellor this morning. And it's true. For the first week in years, I've managed to maintain a decent level of normality. All thanks to the help of one little pill. But what does this mean? Do I tick Yes in......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-15 03:20:01 | Rating:

| Views: 56 | Comments: 5 | Tags: Depression

Uncomfortable Moments
I don't understand. Apparently they're just friends now, but her actions don't match her words. It's so confusing, and for some reason I'm finding it frustrating. Should I leave the room when they're together, or am I free to stay and join in as I would with anyone else? My friend, lets call......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-15 08:43:27 | Rating:

| Views: 35 | Comments: 2 | Tags: friendship friends dating

True Beauty
"I don't know why, I only ever date hot guys. Why are the hot ones either gay or self-centred". These are exact words of one of my friend, Jill. She's a great person, but rather shallow. I'm sure at one time or another we've all thought that that person is attractive, and that......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-15 21:26:06 | Rating:

| Views: 19 | Comments: 1 | Tags: beauty

Sleep Deprived
Sleep deprivation, it's getting to me. One of the side affects of my medication is meant to make me drowsy. Which it does. I'm grateful for that. I'm no longer lying awake for hours, waiting for sleep to come. but unfortunatly it doesn't keep me asleep. I honestly can't remember the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-16 04:03:30 | Rating:

| Views: 18 | Comments: 0 | Tags: sleep

Sponsorship
Usually the mail never has anything for me, except maybe the odd bank statement, which always reminds me of how much money I've spent and not saved. But today was different. I received a letter from the little girl a sponsor in the Philippines. I generally write to her and her family to......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-18 23:10:27 | Rating:

| Views: 17 | Comments: 2 | Tags: World Vision sponsorship

Crashing
Okay, this isn't good. Definatly not good. I know this feeling. I've felt it countless times over the past years. I thought my medication was working. It is. Isn't it? I swear it is. Maybe this is a normal feeling... No. It's not. I know it. This feeling and I would be classified as best friends......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-19 07:18:23 | Rating:

| Views: 26 | Comments: 2 | Tags: crashing

Domino Effect
It's a new day. Not just because the earth has fully rotated, but because I have no negative thoughts of my previous day plaguing my mind. I woke up in a cheery mood, with a cheery song stuck in my head. Well, I assume it's cheery, I only know one line... Is waking up happy normal? It......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-20 19:53:39 | Rating:

| Views: 27 | Comments: 2 | Tags: happy cheery

Not-so-unintentional Anti-socialism
I'm stuck. In a rut. I guess I got into the routine of school and having weekends to myself, but now that I've finished, I have more free time on my hands. And I don't know what to do. I like my alone time. I've never been afraid of hanging out by myself.. But I think I do it too often. My......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-22 09:36:47 | Rating:

| Views: 35 | Comments: 6 | Tags: anti-social alone spontaneoous

Going for the Diploma
So here's the thing. I honestly have no idea what I want to do in life. Actually, I have an idea, too many to correct. But I received a TAFE Program Guide in the mail the other day. I was flicking through and noticed a course for the Diploma of Beauty Therapy. Now this caught my......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-24 01:55:46 | Rating:

| Views: 29 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Beauty

Money Money Money
Money money money... I'm sure it must be funny in a rich man's world. Now my family isn't wealthy, we make ends meet basically. Although, it can be a bit of a stretch at times. But I guess I've learnt to appreciate things a little more, I learnt to work for things instead of having them handed......Read More