I was sitting in the beantown jazz festival's opening concert and all I could think about was Lorna. The way she smelled the way her hands touched me the way that It felt to hold her. The way that she appreciated my body and made me do the same. It was such an amazing experience. She made me realize that the type of partner that I want needs to be an artist of some kind because they are the only ones that I have noticed are fully in touch with their emotions because they emotions are the source of their creativity. Being in her life was such an experience that taught me so much about myself.

Her laying her head on me as we slept or bathing me as we listened to Lizz Wright...It really made me realize that was one of the most rewarding relationships that I have ever had. We were really intimate. We spent so much time together, talking, eating, listening to music and touching, It was like she felt my soul...and I was so grateful, She looked at my body and saw it as beautful and there was sincerity in her eyes, even when I did not love it, she did. She effected me in some of the most poignant and dark places and she brought light to them...

Now we are friends and I love her so much...someday I would like to meet a woman like her and have a connection that is similar to the one I had with her, but with someone that really wants me and could see themselves with me long term...Thats what I want.