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Was sad... decided to watch a movie that didnt have like.. romance or anything in it... or so i thought.. or not much anyway.. so i watched 'Nancy Drew' i hadnt seen it and my internet was being a douche so it was hard to get through.. but i did it... and at the end this song was playing... the line 'when did your heart go missing' caught me... i decided to google it and i found this:
When did your heart go missing - Rooney
Love don't come so easily
This doesn't have to end in tragedy
I have you and you have me
We're one in a million
Why can't you see?
I'm waiting, waiting for nothing
You're leaving, leaving me hanging
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing, yeah?
I meant every word I said
I never was lying when we tucked in bed
I'm retracing every step in my head
What did I miss back then?
I was so, so misled
I'm waiting, waiting for nothing
You're leaving, leaving me hanging
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
I don't understand
How could you forget what we had,
It's so wrong
I'm waiting, waiting for nothing
You're leaving, leaving me hanging
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
Yeah!
Things were so good
We had a little dream
A little dream together
Buy a house, settle down, do our thing
But you disappeared on me
And your heart, your heart went missin'
I don't know how to find it
I don't know where it is
I don't know where your heart went
It was here just the other day
Now it's gone
I'm gonna call the police
Call the investigator, the heart investigator
texted muffins right away
"I know my feelings for you go without being said..But i thought maybe you would like a song with them like you do for me.. i read the lyrics to make sure.. i woudlnt change a thing excpet 'princess' anyways, when did your heart go missing by rooney"
"Okay. Ill download it tonight. Today and yesterday is a like..super tourny."
I waited all night but he never said anything.... i thoguht maybe hed talk in school... or after school... but nothing.... =[.....ladst night i wanted to tell him how much i missed it being okay to think about him before i slept.....but i didnt.... sigh. knwoingme ill say it sooner or later..... i just hope that when/if i do he doesnt ....leave.... i guess im scared to tell him things about how i feel because im scared he will just... leave... like say.. okay.. i cant fix this... ill just leave... or be like.. i dont care anymoreeeeeeee bye. .... im just scared.....our situation is sooo bad... but there is alot of room for it to get worse... i have to watch what i do and say.. but that hurts me too... i wish i had a time machine =( i dont no what I would do beacuse ... none of this was really in my control... i dont know... i'd try everything.... sigh....id do ANYTHING for sucha power......anything
ii couldnt take not talking to him anymore....i sent him this text... and i hope hes okay with it =(
"i'm sorry i havnt texted..if you noticed..i didnt text sun cuz you were at that tourney.. i didnt want to bother you and make you mad..and i didnt text school time cuz........you called me Chris, J*****..it was so cool..you pretty much said 'i'm with a girl so either shut up or ill pretend your a bald man'.. it hurt...a lot..more than you'll ever know..its kind of like you dont even have enough respect for me to acknolege my existence..i dont know..i didnt want this text like this it just ...sorry..i just wanted to say i hope your okay and im sorry i havent texted...im still here...nite'
sigh.. i didnt want all that to comeout... even though i have cried and thought it for the last... week now ....or more.. sigh............
im scared of the text back.. i no it wont be until im up anyways... but... sigh... i dont want a shitty start to a probably bad day anyway..........
but im wearing the underwear i bought beacuse it reminded me of him.. he canttttt get mad......
i bought them before everything went bad.... and as a conincidence i noticed a few times .. on our good days... i was wearing them... i no its not anything real but.......=[ yeah............kinda like ppls 'lucky' underwear i guess....sigh
im just scared.... nervous feelings in the pit of my tummy....
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Posted by Jewelz17 on 2008-09-08 23:49:15 | Rating: | Views: 79
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hey girl,
i hope his text back wasn't bad.
Or at least that everything turn out al right for you !
read kinda ll your blogs about him. or atleast your recent one's
and i found myself cought up in it.
it seems so unfair against you =(
i rly hope it will be okay and that he does love you and doesn't have another girl (wih would be very very rude of him, espescially the chris part )
lot of love lisa
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Posted by Mycella
on 2008-09-14 16:06:46
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