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and im still crying over losing him...
everything is a reminder and is constantly opening up my emotional wounds...
..the m
ost pain comes from knowing that he was my greatest love..and now its all...
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Jewelz17 on 2008-07-13 20:44:44
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You are online right now….
On myspace…
It isn’t the first time I have caught the ‘online now’
sign blinking at me…
I only look to see if you have...
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Jewelz17 on 2008-07-03 14:31:53
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It's Either Missery Or Death... Explicit Content
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Its my 20th birthday today....
Infact...exactly to the minute as I type this out... (6:06pm)
Muffins didn't text me at midni
ght like I thought he would have... Like I did for him...
He didnt...
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Jewelz17 on 2008-06-17 19:03:13
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.......XXXXX... Explicit Content
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So...I just called him
It was me that woke you up June 10th...Tuesday night at 12...well...June 11th then.... (would-have-bee
n 15 month anniversary....)
I called... I wanted to leave...
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Jewelz17 on 2008-06-11 00:36:35
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6 months today... Explicit Content
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It's been a while...
6 months to the day today...and... This note.. Its... for the first time, I yelled. For the first time, I let my hurtfu
l, angry, painful words out..
Muffins hadn't talked to me...
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Jewelz17 on 2008-06-06 16:34:04
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Dear Diary... Explicit Content
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I painfully stare at the black white and pink calendar posted on the top right corner of my computer screen. My eyes dart over the days my hopes were highe
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Jewelz17 on 2008-05-25 22:30:28
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=( omg…. Explicit Content
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=( omg….
As I curled in a ball with my blankie bawling my eyes out, I am determined to get my feelings out as they come….
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Jewelz17 on 2008-05-22 19:31:42
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I XXXXX miss you… =( Explicit Content
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I XXXXX miss you… =(
I XXXXX miss you so much right now.
I so badly want to text you…
Muffins&helli
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Jewelz17 on 2008-05-18 17:16:22
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It Isnt Fair... Explicit Content
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It isnt fair.
It isnt fair how I cry myself to sleep every night...
How as soon as I open my eyes in the morning I think of you and cry some
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Jewelz17 on 2008-05-12 00:51:24
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It Hurts....
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I hurt
I hurt
It hurts
You hurt me…
My eyes hurt
My heart hurts
My soul hurts
I don't want to live anymore
I want to die.
I want to die…
I don't...
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Jewelz17 on 2008-05-03 21:21:40
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Updates...Some Thougts...
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Updates…..Updates….for my reference….so I shant forget the time you put efforts out to talk to me…I hopes you will still in the future… I miss you still …. =[
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Jewelz17 on 2008-04-18 23:19:52
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Dont Leave Me Again...
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Muffins had been telling me he loves me and cares about me and misses me.... but today after school he was at his girlfriends house... he told me they didn’t have sex... he refused... but as the convo. went on.. I just had to...
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Jewelz17 on 2008-04-01 12:50:00
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