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Things have got a little more complicated in the last 24 hours.
My stress levels are rather exponentially increasing and I wonder how I am going to make it through the day. His grace is sufficient for me, and is made perfect in my weakness.
I want to be drawing on the strength and power that I have in the Holy Spirit, but I haven't quite found out how to do that efficiently. Mike was really sick yesterday and has been signed off for 2 weeks with abdominal pain. Our Dr. is fantastic and in some ways I think it is going to be the best thing ever.
But in other ways I am really struggling with this. I need to remember that he needs to convalesce- but playing on the Wii, and having long lie-ins is really hard to compute to equal 'dealing with problems' so I am being horrible, and unsupportive and finding it really hard.
We went to Andrew and Louises house last night and drank wine, this was helpful I think- to rant to others and to get some other sense of perspective- on the other hand, I now feel horrendous, really spaced out and guilty, especially after I ended up eating loads of crap for breakfast this morning because I couldn't cope with my emotions.
I am going running today- and am thinking about joining a running club- so am going to try them out next week.
I am only going to do 5k as I just feel awful.
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Posted by JesusFran on 2008-04-25 04:14:10 | Rating: | Views: 98
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