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2 teeth out!
I had my right wisdom teeth taken out yesterday afternoon. This wasn't that bad actually- but I am still milking the sympathy rather a lot! It was actually good to be on the other side of the needles and forceps. I had a day off today and this has been such a good time. Mike and I went to......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-01 14:50:21 | Rating:

| Views: 56 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Psychologist appointment fat day lindesfarne

Psychologist homework
Today I went to the Psychologist. I cried quite a lot actually. This surprised me. I was quite cross- and was feeling pretty upset about having got a bit stuck. I am going to talk about the appointment and then I will explain the homework, and then I will try to do it. So we talked......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-02 12:08:16 | Rating:

| Views: 65 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Self-esteem Psychologist

Feeling down
It is really sunny here in Newcastle. I spent lunchtime in the park with Davina (a uni friend) which was the nicest way to spend an hour I think. So-I started well didn't I??!- I dont want every blog entry to be sad and depressing.. but I have had a really crappy day. I ate a bit too much......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-08 12:01:33 | Rating:

| Views: 95 | Comments: 1 | Tags: moody marriage binge

Low, low, low, low
I am actually really struggling today. Mike and I are really riding the storm at the moment. I am doubting my relationship with God and I am feeling awful about drinking too much (again) last night. All mike's friends disaprove of me and I was a bit of a bitch to him. We are rowing like......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-09 06:33:20 | Rating:

| Views: 67 | Comments: 1 | Tags: depression God arguing

Birthday
I had my birthday yesterday. It was a really good day. Everyone in church sang to me and then Mike and I went to see a dog that we want to rehome. His name is Milo and he is german pointer- and so so so cute!We have a home visit on Wednesday and then Milo is going to move in (if we get through......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-12 05:29:33 | Rating:

| Views: 64 | Comments: 1 | Tags: dog birthday fat

Who am I?
This was my psychologist homework that I have been working on for the last 2 weeks. What do you think? Who AM I? My name is Francesca Gaunt. I am 23. I am married, I am a Christian I believe in God, and am working at my relationship with Him., I am an extrovert and I am friendly. I like......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-15 04:50:38 | Rating:

| Views: 55 | Comments: 2 | Tags: life psychologist me

despair
What causes the sense of depair? Is it even a sense? For me it is a panicky and helpless, hopless feeling. I am struggling with what I term despair this morning. I think tiredness must have something to do with it. In general I am just feeling sad that I can't begin to count my blessings and......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-21 04:32:43 | Rating:

| Views: 56 | Comments: 2 | Tags: despair God

husband choke chain
I am feeling much more at peace about exams, now that I have got one finished- my viva. It was ok actually. I had quite a good day yesterday- but for some reason; being on my own and having lots of time to think- was actually a bit depressing. I am just so afraid- I'm not sure what of- but I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-23 03:31:41 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 0 | Tags: husbands exams stress

revision
I am revising (well- currently on my lunch revision break) I went for a little run this morning with my friend emma and have been sat at the desk ever since. It is pretty boring- but I only have one exam tommorrow and one on Wednesday and then Im dun for a little while. Cool!! I havent......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-26 07:50:50 | Rating:

| Views: 33 | Comments: 0 | Tags: uni God

reflections
I have had a very interesting week. I just needed some time to digest it, to reflect on it and to deal with it. I asked Mike to pick me up from uni an hour later as I just needed some space to do that. So, that is what I intend to do. Monday was really a good and positive day. Mike took......Read More