I had my right wisdom teeth taken out yesterday afternoon. This wasn't that bad actually- but I am still milking the sympathy rather a lot! It was actually good to be on the other side of the needles and forceps.

I had a day off today and this has been such a good time. Mike and I went to Morpeth this morning to organise the Sunday school day away and then we went on to Lindesfarne- which is an island where there is a castle, monastery and lots of medieval history.
It was really nice to spend time with my husband, we are on fairly good terms at the moment, and I really enjoyed just hanging out with him.

Well, on a negative .... I AM HAVING SUCH A FAT DAY!! I don't know if it is the issue of my fat swollen face, my imminent appointment with the Psychologist, or just because I have piled on weight. I am really really tempted to weigh myself. I think that a hot bath and washing my hair might make me feel better actually.

Interestingly I am having a really good realationship with my sister at the moment.... and my mum and dad are both being very sympathetic about my sore mouth.

So I am freaking about the appointment tomorrow- the reason being that I haven't done all my homework- I hit a wall really, I just realised that the thoughts that I have are serving me a purpose- keeping me in uni, keeping me fit, and stopping me binging on rubbish food.  So until I can think of another way to live- without the fear of the bad stuff motivating me- I am not prepared to break it down, as I think that I will go into freefall and never go to the gym, never go to uni and eat crap.