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Control Again
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Dear M,
Continuing from the last post I have some ideas on how to gain function in my life without total control over every aspect. My first idea is a laizzez faire attitude. I don't want to lose my sense of work ethic or my sense of pride. I am not just gonna not give......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-01 13:16:23 |
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Control
Illogic
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Weekly Summation
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Dear M,
This is the start to something new that I want to do and keep up with like I do my postings everyday. What I plan on doing to taking the summation of everyday's effort scale and finding the mean for the week that way I have some statistics to look at based on my own......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-02 13:12:25 |
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Average
General
evaluation
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Perfectionism
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Dear M,
Tonight is the introspection of why I find it necessary to be perfect. My perfectionism is under attack tonight to be extended out in a thought experiment to figure out the reasons for it's existence. It started with my self image. If I was perfect or just......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-03 12:36:46 |
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perfectionism
competition
achievement
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Complacency
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Dear M,
I am not too sure on what I would like to talk about tonght. I think I want to talk about burn out, or my wanting to rush into things and deduce that I am "fixed," too quickly. With these situations I always tend to think that I am finished with my fixings......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-04 12:43:19 |
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complacency
fixed
content
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Anger
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Dear M,
I have an anger issue. I have always had a rash and firery temper which rears it's ugly head every now and again. I have been trying my whole life to control my temper and not allow my anger to get the best of me. So far, up to this point, I have been doing a......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-05 12:47:09 |
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anger
release
anger management
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Moving Day
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Dear M,
Today was bitter sweet. I got off the rig today only to come home to frantic last minute moving issues. I have been up for twenty five hours and am very tired. I have dealt with stupid movers trying to steal money from me by not working and attempting to charge me......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-06 22:29:49 |
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pissed off
moving
coming home
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Slow start
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Dear M,
I did not publish the other night I was just too tired and I had too much going on. I am still unpacking from the move. Things at the house are so much harder than they are when I am on the rig. I am already finding myself putting distance between Ragen and I. She is really......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-09 08:49:43 |
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days at home
failing
uncomfortable
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Week 2 Summation
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Dear M,
This is the first Sunday since I declared Sunday's will be my day to evaluate my week. It has only been six days since my last summation. I only had five entries. One night I went to sleep and just relaxed. Well let's get down to business. Work for......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-09 23:36:03 |
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not quite there
short
summation
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Just another day
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Dear M,
I missed yesterday's post, no excuses. Things over the last two days have been slow and entertaining. Last night I was gaming. And yesterday I went to a nine hole golf course with Jay. I had a good day yesterday, and I finally got the kitchen completely......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-12 20:22:51 |
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day
bored
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Doing the Right thing
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Dear M,
Yesterday, this seems to be a ritual writing the morning after, was good. We got a lot accomplished. I got the room organized so that Ragen and I can just go through and do a clean sweep. Ragen started yesterday so she wasn't up for the batting cages and I......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-14 12:31:16 |
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doing the right thing
priorities
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